i'm 17, and i have a boyfriend. it's a very recent thing. the other night we were messing around a bit, and his hands went places and... it made me really nervous. and kissing him doesn't ever trigger anything. so i think to myself, that maybe he's just not the right guy. but then i think... that i don't think i would be compfortable doing that with any guy... i don't know if i'm just scared or not attracted to guys at all.
it seems like every time i start something with a guy, i always avoid him or not want to be around him. scared or... not there?
a few years ago, i questioned my sexuality, and stoped thinking about it a few months later, becasue i decided that i didn't want to deal with it.
i don't know... and i hate not knowing. if i am a lesbian, i would be perfectly fine with it, it's just this not knowing crap that drives me crazy!
i'm not asking opinions on whether you think i'm gay or straight, i just need help from someone who's been through what i'm going through right now. someone to talk me through it, and help me figure out who and what i am.
it seems like every time i start something with a guy, i always avoid him or not want to be around him. scared or... not there?
a few years ago, i questioned my sexuality, and stoped thinking about it a few months later, becasue i decided that i didn't want to deal with it.
i don't know... and i hate not knowing. if i am a lesbian, i would be perfectly fine with it, it's just this not knowing crap that drives me crazy!
i'm not asking opinions on whether you think i'm gay or straight, i just need help from someone who's been through what i'm going through right now. someone to talk me through it, and help me figure out who and what i am.