Alright. To answer my question you have to know my history. I'll make it short and sweet. I was a loser/loner throughout elementry and jr. high. I was depressed, hted myself, hated life. My parents hate me and constantly remind me by saying stuff like "You never do anything right", "I hate you." and, "I'll kill you!" I had extreamly low self esteem. I took so much crap is school. Ok enough about that. 2nd semester into my freshman year i get asked out to turnabout [AWESOME MOMENT]. Ok... blah blah blah... I get the most amazing girlfriend in the world... blah blah blah... Ok so it was me, Aly [Girlfriend], and Kristin [Her BFF, my Sister Figure]. We had a very emotional day and they both came out to me saying i am the Perfect and Ideal guy. I never Smoked, drank, or used drugs. I care to much about other people and too little about myself. I have the utmost respect for others lives. I live to care for other people. And sex is not at the top of my list. We'll its probably just me denying it beacuse I hate myself, but I dissagree with them. They say im not ther average guy... i dissagree... It's just something i had to get of of my chest.
[CENTER]~In a world that i dont want to know~
~With a message that i never want to send~
~To be free from all of this~
~I want you to quicken my end~[/CENTER]
~With a message that i never want to send~
~To be free from all of this~
~I want you to quicken my end~[/CENTER]