Okay well I was wondering how you know if your lesbian? I don’t think I am because im attracted to boys and ive had a few boyfriends and had sex with boys and stuff. But sometimes I find myself staring at girls thinking they are hot, I’ve never actually wanted to act on these thoughts or been actually attracted to someone. Well, until recently.
My bestfriend Jess and I have always been extremely close. We grew up together as our mums are also friends, so we don’t think its weird to get changed infront of each other, shower together, or even go to the toilet while were both in the bathroom. We’re just so comfortable with each other. Our first ‘lesbian encounter’ or whatever was when we were like 11 or 12 and were worried about kissing boys so we decided to practise with each other. I found I enjoyed it a lot and we kept ‘practising’ whenever we saw each other, until she got a boyfriend. Then nothing happened for a while. We’re 15 now and they’re broken up, and the other night we were home alone and had a few drinks, then were messing around and dancing in our underwear. I was lying down on my bed as I felt a bit out of it and she came up and started hugging me from behind, that was just normal but then she started kinda rubbing up and down my stomach and making her way up to my boobs. Then she put her hands on my boobs and started rubbing them, my mind was saying I should stop her but it was like my body had a completely different opinion and I turned around to face her and she continued caressing me. she put her other hand around my back and undid my bra and then next thing I knew I was kissing her. I was getting hot and extremely horny by now and was laying on top of her also rubbing her boobs. She took off her bra and our bare boobs were rubbing together as we kissed. She then flipped me over and got on top of me, taking off her underwear. I could feel her vagina on my leg and it was making me even more horny because it was soooo warm and wet. She started rubbing me over my underwear and I willingly spread my legs and she started fingering me then making out with my boobs and kissing up and down my stomac, then started eating me out. I orgasmed all over her face and then we fell asleep together naked and hugging. In the morning I woke up and got dressed and she went home as normal and seemed fine and was just making conversation as if the previous night didn’t happen. But I felt so awkward and embarrassed! She invited me over to her house next weekend to sleep but im worried about whats gonna happen! Should I tell her im not lesbian and just want to be friends, or is this just normal teenage experimentations. I know girls kiss other girls but is it normal to have sex with them? please help!!
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My bestfriend Jess and I have always been extremely close. We grew up together as our mums are also friends, so we don’t think its weird to get changed infront of each other, shower together, or even go to the toilet while were both in the bathroom. We’re just so comfortable with each other. Our first ‘lesbian encounter’ or whatever was when we were like 11 or 12 and were worried about kissing boys so we decided to practise with each other. I found I enjoyed it a lot and we kept ‘practising’ whenever we saw each other, until she got a boyfriend. Then nothing happened for a while. We’re 15 now and they’re broken up, and the other night we were home alone and had a few drinks, then were messing around and dancing in our underwear. I was lying down on my bed as I felt a bit out of it and she came up and started hugging me from behind, that was just normal but then she started kinda rubbing up and down my stomach and making her way up to my boobs. Then she put her hands on my boobs and started rubbing them, my mind was saying I should stop her but it was like my body had a completely different opinion and I turned around to face her and she continued caressing me. she put her other hand around my back and undid my bra and then next thing I knew I was kissing her. I was getting hot and extremely horny by now and was laying on top of her also rubbing her boobs. She took off her bra and our bare boobs were rubbing together as we kissed. She then flipped me over and got on top of me, taking off her underwear. I could feel her vagina on my leg and it was making me even more horny because it was soooo warm and wet. She started rubbing me over my underwear and I willingly spread my legs and she started fingering me then making out with my boobs and kissing up and down my stomac, then started eating me out. I orgasmed all over her face and then we fell asleep together naked and hugging. In the morning I woke up and got dressed and she went home as normal and seemed fine and was just making conversation as if the previous night didn’t happen. But I felt so awkward and embarrassed! She invited me over to her house next weekend to sleep but im worried about whats gonna happen! Should I tell her im not lesbian and just want to be friends, or is this just normal teenage experimentations. I know girls kiss other girls but is it normal to have sex with them? please help!!
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