This issue with you and your friends not hanging out and doing anything together. Why dont you organize something. Just text a couple of mates asking if they fancy going shopping or cinema or whatever?
Im not saying a boyfriend is not not what you need, but boyfriends dont always fill a gap that is missing, you may think it will. To me, I think you just need friends and company weather thats having a boyfriend or not.

Come on! Many teenagers are feeling lonely in this period of life, including me. Your life is not fun? You are not a fun person? You think a boy may not like you about this? What about me? I am not a fun person, I do not know how to tell a joke, I can not make a girl laugh. And I hate that it's like this but it is ME and nothing is worth killing that me. Same applies for you. Just don't try to be fun, try to be yourself.


... I find that cute.

I do not like that, Change it! ... feel more self confident. You can do it.

Ow .. you are not the only one crying and being sad.

And I think you are not telling everything. Is there something else that makes you feel like this?

I think at some point, we all feel that way, with different degree/s though. In my humble opinion,You should start feeling good about yourself first. Be positive and look into the brighter side of everything.
If a guy really loves you, he will never really care about your looks. But then i think you're special in your own way, and you should be proud of who and what you are. I hope you'll get better soon take care and Godbless

organize stuff wit ur friends and if you post ur pic we can clear up the ugly thing for u

^ I agree, post a pic so we can clear up the ugly things.
And, yes I personally find people who look much younger than they are supposed to be are really cute. Don't hate yourselves, because when you do, it will get worse. You will have no confidence, etc.

i very much understand part of how you're feeling. it's been exactly the same with me and friends. half of mine just arent the type of people i can have an amazing time with, you maybe just don't compat the best with them? do you have anyone that is close to you from school that you could arrange to do things with? i understand how lonliness feels, as this is something i've had most of my life, but having good friends there helps. You'll find the right guy and friends you'll do stuff with more, you will not feel lonely forever, just try to meet up with these friends maybe, even if you arent the closest of friends, you could get to know each other better?
is it just your height that makes you feel younger? try not to worry too much, many adults are small in height, infact loads. it's not so much the height, as taller can look young too. you can make yourself appear older though.