It's funny how a support leader is coming for advice but, whatever.
I just found somethings out, and it hurts.
I can't post the stuff because it's none of anyone's business besides the people the person wants to know..
It's a complete shock to me, and I feel like crying..
But honestly, Knowing I can't help this person, nor am I making a difference for them, makes me feel like I complete failure.
I feel like I'm useless to them, but don't get me wrong, I love this person, no matter what and I'm not going to just up and leave their life.
I just don't know how to handle it.. I just feel so bad..
Honestly, I don't know how I'm supposed to feel about it, and it feels like I just got hit with a ton of bricks..
I just don't know how to stop feeling this way..
I just want to brush it off my shoulders, and be there for them.. But it's hard when all you feel like is that you're going to fail them in the end and feel like complete and utter shit.
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Help?
I just found somethings out, and it hurts.
I can't post the stuff because it's none of anyone's business besides the people the person wants to know..
It's a complete shock to me, and I feel like crying..
But honestly, Knowing I can't help this person, nor am I making a difference for them, makes me feel like I complete failure.
I feel like I'm useless to them, but don't get me wrong, I love this person, no matter what and I'm not going to just up and leave their life.
I just don't know how to handle it.. I just feel so bad..
Honestly, I don't know how I'm supposed to feel about it, and it feels like I just got hit with a ton of bricks..
I just don't know how to stop feeling this way..
I just want to brush it off my shoulders, and be there for them.. But it's hard when all you feel like is that you're going to fail them in the end and feel like complete and utter shit.
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Help?
Real eyes, Realize, Real lies.
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