Ever since I was twelve and developing in sexuality etcetera I have acknowledged my attraction to both females and males (I'm a female), even though I was in the closet for over three years thereafter
after I came out and began accepting my sexuality I preferred to identify as Pansexual or Polysexual as while these are both sexual identities they affirm the belief of not defining oneself to the gender or genders they are attracted to (ironically)
I'm kind of a late bloomer where others aren't and fast bloomer where others are slower in general and didn't start dating until I was fifteen and I don't really like to be bad or inferior which has resulted in my shying away from most things...
most recently I have had a couple experiences with guys, me performing oral and stimulating myself upon the dudes' requests' and I haven't been able to find myself sexually attracted to the male gender at all- I guess it feels like I just assumed I was as I am attracted to males on most other levels (though definitely not as much as females)
it's as if I'm a sex worker, I just go into a robotic state
I know I'm sexually attracted to girls even though I've never had sex with a girl
I'm still attracted to males on other levels
am I a lesbian?
Do I need to experience more in general before I can identify at all?
after I came out and began accepting my sexuality I preferred to identify as Pansexual or Polysexual as while these are both sexual identities they affirm the belief of not defining oneself to the gender or genders they are attracted to (ironically)
I'm kind of a late bloomer where others aren't and fast bloomer where others are slower in general and didn't start dating until I was fifteen and I don't really like to be bad or inferior which has resulted in my shying away from most things...
most recently I have had a couple experiences with guys, me performing oral and stimulating myself upon the dudes' requests' and I haven't been able to find myself sexually attracted to the male gender at all- I guess it feels like I just assumed I was as I am attracted to males on most other levels (though definitely not as much as females)
it's as if I'm a sex worker, I just go into a robotic state
I know I'm sexually attracted to girls even though I've never had sex with a girl
I'm still attracted to males on other levels
am I a lesbian?
Do I need to experience more in general before I can identify at all?