What do you mean it could have been better if she didn't arouse me so much?
The last part about the sensations I remember was just me being a pessimist, and to tell the truth I should have relaxed and just tried to enjoy myself more then I did.

I miss kissing her already, and I hope she gives me a second chance.

Haha yes, specially since she said I hope we don't get too deep into our friendship. Though we flirted like a whole lot in the weeks leading up to this, but never touching, well we held hands once thats all.

No she was not a virgin, she has told me a lot about her sex life lol, she is very sexual by nature I guess, but she's so nice, cute, and innocent you wouldn't know it :P.

Yeah actions speak louder then words I guess.

Next time we do it though, I'm not going to touch myself for like 2-3 days, and hopefully everything should go fine, if not for this stupid bend in my joy stick that makes me think it might feel awkward :P. I don't even think I took the last time serious, I mean I barely put effort in putting on the condom, it was like I was half awake.

I was out of it, don't remember trying to embrace the sensations really, and now I want to hit myself for it.

Yes a blow job isn't overly stimulating, however I love the idea of getting one, she just needed to do it longer then half a min or so, and maybe use her hand which takes practice. I almost think she tried to get more in her mouth then just the tip for like a moment and it felt weird, however she was nibbling and it hurt a bit, and tugging against the bend. I don't remember feeling much of anything except for a little warmth, dang it I wish I had more nerve endings down there.