Alright thought I'd share my first intimate experience and get some feedback, so me and my really good friend decided to hang out yesterday, now I'm a complete virgin and I haven't even been kissed. She and me are laying down in a dugout in a baseball field in the middle of winter and it's freezing so we get real close and cuddle a bit, and then she kisses me for the first time in my life, and it felt strange, not what I exactly expected, but I liked her and she looked adorable so I thought awww. Then she reached into my pants and felt me up well we made out a little. I started going a little tense and I started trembling, and she always finds this cute.
So we got back to her car (I don't drive yet) to warm up and get me calmed down, and she then tries to give me a hand job, it felt good at first, but I'm not used to the grip and she jerked away from my body and I usually do it parallel to my body, I told her all this, but I still couldn't get off to my amazement. Then she actually bent over to give me what I think was a BJ, it felt interesting yet dull, but it was only on the tip it seemed and she nibbled it every now and then which brought a tingle of pain, I was heart broken to not be able to get off to something that I've fantasized for so long about, why the hell didn't I just melt right there. My tip is also one of the least sensitive parts of me so that might explain something.
She had given me some condoms because I had mentioned before about how I'd never fooled around with one, I was amazed that she would, but she whispered in my ear to ask me if I wanted to try one out right now after she failed to give me another hand job in the back of the car. Her skin felt cold and rubbery, and I never got a full erection probably half was most I had, I only got the head in, and it kept slipping out, and I was exhausted holding myself up over her in such a tight space, and I was barely turned on. I eventually gave up and tried fingering her which I think she said gave her 2 orgasms.
So I hope she doesn't thinks she can't turn me on properly now, all I wanted was to show her how much she turned me on, and I failed :(, and I feel like my body failed me, and everything felt so mediocre it seems. All I remember is the mushy wet lips, and the smell of latex, lube, and dry spit.
So we got back to her car (I don't drive yet) to warm up and get me calmed down, and she then tries to give me a hand job, it felt good at first, but I'm not used to the grip and she jerked away from my body and I usually do it parallel to my body, I told her all this, but I still couldn't get off to my amazement. Then she actually bent over to give me what I think was a BJ, it felt interesting yet dull, but it was only on the tip it seemed and she nibbled it every now and then which brought a tingle of pain, I was heart broken to not be able to get off to something that I've fantasized for so long about, why the hell didn't I just melt right there. My tip is also one of the least sensitive parts of me so that might explain something.
She had given me some condoms because I had mentioned before about how I'd never fooled around with one, I was amazed that she would, but she whispered in my ear to ask me if I wanted to try one out right now after she failed to give me another hand job in the back of the car. Her skin felt cold and rubbery, and I never got a full erection probably half was most I had, I only got the head in, and it kept slipping out, and I was exhausted holding myself up over her in such a tight space, and I was barely turned on. I eventually gave up and tried fingering her which I think she said gave her 2 orgasms.
So I hope she doesn't thinks she can't turn me on properly now, all I wanted was to show her how much she turned me on, and I failed :(, and I feel like my body failed me, and everything felt so mediocre it seems. All I remember is the mushy wet lips, and the smell of latex, lube, and dry spit.