I know I want him more than I've wanted anyone in a while. But I also know my pride will never let me admit it.
We all know (or most of us do) how I feel about things, sexually, and yes, those problems do come into play here. Basically, I'm too proud to admit I want anyone else. Before you suggest that I just "get past it" you need to know that it's deep. Extremely. So no, I can't 'just get past it'. That WON'T happen.
I know he'll slip away, and it will hurt, and I will I have to deal with it, but I don't want to. I will need to
Eugh. Feelings like this are... strange to me. I don't like it. ;/
/end rant
We all know (or most of us do) how I feel about things, sexually, and yes, those problems do come into play here. Basically, I'm too proud to admit I want anyone else. Before you suggest that I just "get past it" you need to know that it's deep. Extremely. So no, I can't 'just get past it'. That WON'T happen.
I know he'll slip away, and it will hurt, and I will I have to deal with it, but I don't want to. I will need to
Eugh. Feelings like this are... strange to me. I don't like it. ;/
/end rant
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