Okay, so the description of this category is "if it doesn't fit into any of the other categories". My problem is, at the moment, I fit into all of the above.
I'm in love with this guy, and have been for 4 years. We dated for 6 months before he broke up with me, a year and a half ago. Ever since then I've felt so low and upset. I'd do anything to have him back, even though when we do text or call or just chat, he's normally really nasty to me. I either want to get over him or win him back, but I'm currently stuck in this place where I just feel sad. ALL THE TIME. Even when I'm trying to have a laugh with my friends its still lingering in my mind. I hate crying in front of people, but when I get home and I'm alone, or before I go to sleep I can't stop myself. Its horrible. But I don't want to tell anyone, I feel stupid. he's just perfect though, even when he's being mean to me I still just want him back. He's smart and goofy, and funny. I just feel like I need him. When he's not around everything is just boring and.. Bleak. I need some help please, because this constant sadness is only getting worse. I've self harmed once, at the start of all this. It wasn't bad, just a small cut, but the pain made me realise not to do it again, I felt really stupid to have resorted to that. I don't know, I just need someone to talk to. :(. I've also got a lot other crap going on, and you know when you just feel.. Utter shit..? Yeahh, pretty much how I feel.
I just wanna talk to someone.. So if anyone is nice enough, it'd be awesome of you. Thanks. :).
I'm in love with this guy, and have been for 4 years. We dated for 6 months before he broke up with me, a year and a half ago. Ever since then I've felt so low and upset. I'd do anything to have him back, even though when we do text or call or just chat, he's normally really nasty to me. I either want to get over him or win him back, but I'm currently stuck in this place where I just feel sad. ALL THE TIME. Even when I'm trying to have a laugh with my friends its still lingering in my mind. I hate crying in front of people, but when I get home and I'm alone, or before I go to sleep I can't stop myself. Its horrible. But I don't want to tell anyone, I feel stupid. he's just perfect though, even when he's being mean to me I still just want him back. He's smart and goofy, and funny. I just feel like I need him. When he's not around everything is just boring and.. Bleak. I need some help please, because this constant sadness is only getting worse. I've self harmed once, at the start of all this. It wasn't bad, just a small cut, but the pain made me realise not to do it again, I felt really stupid to have resorted to that. I don't know, I just need someone to talk to. :(. I've also got a lot other crap going on, and you know when you just feel.. Utter shit..? Yeahh, pretty much how I feel.
I just wanna talk to someone.. So if anyone is nice enough, it'd be awesome of you. Thanks. :).