I want a baby. This may sound stupid to the guys out there, but I know I'm meant to be a mother. I believe I have two purposes being here.
Number One: Loving my boyfriend with all my heart and soul.
Number Two: Being a mom; bringing a beautiful piece of heaven onto the earth.
The thing is, my boyfriend already has a baby with his ex. She broke up with him because she was a golddigger and she once asked for $600 so she could go shopping (not even for the baby, just for herself) and he told her no, he didn't want to give her money unless it was going towards the good of the child. She's really an evil person. She won't let us see his daughter because I smoke and I'm bipolar. Ok, first of all I'm not an idiot, I know not to smoke around kids. And second of all, yeah, I'm bipolar, but who the hell ISN'T these days? I don't have crazy psycho freakouts on random people at random times.
Anyway yeah, he pays child support and stuff but this has pretty much scarred him emotionally, not to mention this happened so sudden with his ex; he wasn't ready for a baby AT ALL. He's only 20, turning 21.
So yeah needless to say, he doesn't want a baby yet. I'm just really antsy to have one, I don't know what to do. I guess I'm posting this because I need support from some girls who are understanding of what I'm going through.
Thanks!
-Amber
Number One: Loving my boyfriend with all my heart and soul.
Number Two: Being a mom; bringing a beautiful piece of heaven onto the earth.
The thing is, my boyfriend already has a baby with his ex. She broke up with him because she was a golddigger and she once asked for $600 so she could go shopping (not even for the baby, just for herself) and he told her no, he didn't want to give her money unless it was going towards the good of the child. She's really an evil person. She won't let us see his daughter because I smoke and I'm bipolar. Ok, first of all I'm not an idiot, I know not to smoke around kids. And second of all, yeah, I'm bipolar, but who the hell ISN'T these days? I don't have crazy psycho freakouts on random people at random times.
Anyway yeah, he pays child support and stuff but this has pretty much scarred him emotionally, not to mention this happened so sudden with his ex; he wasn't ready for a baby AT ALL. He's only 20, turning 21.
So yeah needless to say, he doesn't want a baby yet. I'm just really antsy to have one, I don't know what to do. I guess I'm posting this because I need support from some girls who are understanding of what I'm going through.
Thanks!
-Amber