Why do the members of Teen Forums | Teen Help & Advice have such contention with me? Yes I can be abrasive but I almost always post to help. Because I don't clarify my belligerence with some sob story you all think it is OK to blatantly insult me with no aim other than to shut me up?
And you Mods. That stands for Moderators am I right? Some moderation. Many of you personally insult me yourselves, when you aren't too busy supporting those members who do the same thing. It will be a miracle if this thread even makes it to the forum considering I am so often curtailed simply for breaking the mold of the average member on this site.
None of you are aware of the problems I have had and the issues I have faced in my life and simply because I choose not to cry to you egomaniacal control freak-Admins who believe they are Heaven-sent to help teens I am made out to be the bad guy? Really?
When I am told by moderators to "fuck off" it really makes me think about the posters on this site. The members of this site come with many more problems than answers and the mods seem to be the ones who take such pride in their ability to solve problems they fail to realize how embroiled they are in their own.
For anyone who is still with me simply out of spite (which is most all of you) and who are just thinking "fuck you," why don't you stop for a God damn minute and think about who NikAngelo is. Because you don't know. The little I have presented is taken the wrong way simply because I use the word "fuck" too many times.
No where do I post to simply insult. The posts where I am not explicitly offering advice and may seem simply caustic are almost always intended to elicit a response to further the conversation. But I am met with those who actually try and hurt me with their words to get me to "leave us alone."
You are the ones with problems that need fixing. I came back to this site because I was feeling especially dissatisfied with life. Not depressed. Not "fed up" or "unable to stand it." DIS-FUCKIN-SATISFIED. So I come on here again and I am met with kids who have suffered with so much less and whine so much more. I become disgusted at the thought of even asking for help on such a site. So I instead OFFER help. No it's not the pitying drivel the Admins and Mods pride themselves in regurgitating down the throats of bitching teens; it's a little HARDER to SWALLOW. And so, you refuse to swallow. You flat refuse to listen. And I receive bad rep points and every other post intended for me is some variation of "fuck you."
I guess one thing really missing from whiny teens these days (and the whiny Admins that they look up to) is perspective. Rationality. Because what I am seeing is a group of children blinded by emotions and unable to see the reality behind an event or a sentence. And I'm not going to say that I'm simply better or that this is happening because your hormones are going crazy, no. Because I am not inherently better and bullshit excuses like hormones really fuck up a child brought up to believe everything he does should be gold plated and everything he feels should be written down and saved in the National Archives.
Kids need to grow up. You might say I was forced to. I would say I chose to. Because I am aware of the power I possess to change myself. I can CHOOSE to do or not do things. So if you kids are reading this, and NOT wishing I was around so you could imagine beating me up (because that probably wouldn't actually happen anyway) I don't care. I don't care that you're here and quite frankly am not looking for any positive reps or whatever you think is important. What I'm HOPING for is that YOU care that you're here, and reading this. I hope that YOU realize that YOU have more power to change your life than those worried you'd cry for failing have told you you have.
At the last, my friends, I leave you with a quote that went conveniently unnoticed in an earlier post of mine. I believe the direct response I received was "you're an asshole." I hope you find more use out of it:
"Everything can be taken from a man or a woman but one thing: the last of human freedoms to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way. " -- Viktor E. Frankl Md. PhD.
I am always available at 650 455 1453 or over email at [email protected].
And you Mods. That stands for Moderators am I right? Some moderation. Many of you personally insult me yourselves, when you aren't too busy supporting those members who do the same thing. It will be a miracle if this thread even makes it to the forum considering I am so often curtailed simply for breaking the mold of the average member on this site.
None of you are aware of the problems I have had and the issues I have faced in my life and simply because I choose not to cry to you egomaniacal control freak-Admins who believe they are Heaven-sent to help teens I am made out to be the bad guy? Really?
When I am told by moderators to "fuck off" it really makes me think about the posters on this site. The members of this site come with many more problems than answers and the mods seem to be the ones who take such pride in their ability to solve problems they fail to realize how embroiled they are in their own.
For anyone who is still with me simply out of spite (which is most all of you) and who are just thinking "fuck you," why don't you stop for a God damn minute and think about who NikAngelo is. Because you don't know. The little I have presented is taken the wrong way simply because I use the word "fuck" too many times.
No where do I post to simply insult. The posts where I am not explicitly offering advice and may seem simply caustic are almost always intended to elicit a response to further the conversation. But I am met with those who actually try and hurt me with their words to get me to "leave us alone."
You are the ones with problems that need fixing. I came back to this site because I was feeling especially dissatisfied with life. Not depressed. Not "fed up" or "unable to stand it." DIS-FUCKIN-SATISFIED. So I come on here again and I am met with kids who have suffered with so much less and whine so much more. I become disgusted at the thought of even asking for help on such a site. So I instead OFFER help. No it's not the pitying drivel the Admins and Mods pride themselves in regurgitating down the throats of bitching teens; it's a little HARDER to SWALLOW. And so, you refuse to swallow. You flat refuse to listen. And I receive bad rep points and every other post intended for me is some variation of "fuck you."
I guess one thing really missing from whiny teens these days (and the whiny Admins that they look up to) is perspective. Rationality. Because what I am seeing is a group of children blinded by emotions and unable to see the reality behind an event or a sentence. And I'm not going to say that I'm simply better or that this is happening because your hormones are going crazy, no. Because I am not inherently better and bullshit excuses like hormones really fuck up a child brought up to believe everything he does should be gold plated and everything he feels should be written down and saved in the National Archives.
Kids need to grow up. You might say I was forced to. I would say I chose to. Because I am aware of the power I possess to change myself. I can CHOOSE to do or not do things. So if you kids are reading this, and NOT wishing I was around so you could imagine beating me up (because that probably wouldn't actually happen anyway) I don't care. I don't care that you're here and quite frankly am not looking for any positive reps or whatever you think is important. What I'm HOPING for is that YOU care that you're here, and reading this. I hope that YOU realize that YOU have more power to change your life than those worried you'd cry for failing have told you you have.
At the last, my friends, I leave you with a quote that went conveniently unnoticed in an earlier post of mine. I believe the direct response I received was "you're an asshole." I hope you find more use out of it:
"Everything can be taken from a man or a woman but one thing: the last of human freedoms to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way. " -- Viktor E. Frankl Md. PhD.
I am always available at 650 455 1453 or over email at [email protected].
The worse of a reputation I receive the more I know I'm helping. 
