Livin Life Gr8
(I made this in middle school)

The real thing you can not see
What is truly wrong with me
I'm not okay when I seem so happy
If you haven't noticed my smiles crappy
I may be laughing but inside i'm crying
If you dont notice this
I dont blame you, who would?
Even though my best friend should.

Alone in the Dark
(This was written earlier on in the school year)

I sit in my pitch-black room thinking,
“What the hell is wrong with me?”
I have no reason to be so depressed
But then again what reason do I have to be happy?
Friendship?
Trust?
Love?
Whenever I have those three, there will always be,
Betrayal
Dishonesty
And
Hatred
People say they want to help, that they want to make my pain go away.
Why do you think this is?
Is it because they really care about me? Or is it because they pity me?
If you ask me, I’m really not sure anymore.

You
(this was made sunday night)

You did what anyone else could do.
But why was it you?
Why was it you who took me from Dark to Light?
Why was it you who stayed up late at night?
Was it because I thought you were my knight in shining armor?
My hero?
My savior?
Or was it because I thought you and only you could rid me of this sadness?
Honestly, I don't know and I don't care.
But what's true is,
I'm glad it was you.
You're the one who told me to open my eyes
Face all my fears
Don't push them aside.
You're the one who showed me how to love and care for myself and for everyone else.
You're the only one who knows the true me.
The first one I will call in a time of need
The last one I will think about before I sleep
Who could have known my feelings for you were this deep?
I know any problems we face we'll be able to mend
I want it to be you
until the very end.


Please comment and criticize.
~Devon~