i didnt really know where to put this...it should go in a 'religion' thread but unfortuneately, this poor thread will soon die.
ok...i've always been the only jewish kid growing up in the bible belt of america. only church of christ and baptists where i live. no synagogue. just churches...so i havent really fully kept the jewish faith, but hey...
anyway...ive always been lucy. the happy-funny-hippie-jew. i was one of a kind LITTERALLY because like i said im the only jew.
so its hard to be happy all the time. i joke with people about being jewish because it IS funny. i understand and appreciate comedy, but it hurts sometimes. you know?
ive been really pissed off lately. one guy came in the store yesterday, and i didnt give him enough change. it was like a dollar and 10 cents. and he came in and said "you jewed me out". and he was the pastor of some baptist chuch about 4 miles up the road. usually id laugh about this...but yesterday...i just felt like comming across the counter and kicking his asshole up between his eyeballs and tell him...i dont know what. i was so mad. i just put the correct change on the counter and walked off.
i havent said anything about this because i dont want to be the one to complain. i dont want to feel like im fishing for sympathy or whatever they think. i just had to get this out.
i dont understand it. why is it that something i used to just let roll off my shoulder one day and want to go ape shit the next?
ok...i've always been the only jewish kid growing up in the bible belt of america. only church of christ and baptists where i live. no synagogue. just churches...so i havent really fully kept the jewish faith, but hey...
anyway...ive always been lucy. the happy-funny-hippie-jew. i was one of a kind LITTERALLY because like i said im the only jew.
so its hard to be happy all the time. i joke with people about being jewish because it IS funny. i understand and appreciate comedy, but it hurts sometimes. you know?
ive been really pissed off lately. one guy came in the store yesterday, and i didnt give him enough change. it was like a dollar and 10 cents. and he came in and said "you jewed me out". and he was the pastor of some baptist chuch about 4 miles up the road. usually id laugh about this...but yesterday...i just felt like comming across the counter and kicking his asshole up between his eyeballs and tell him...i dont know what. i was so mad. i just put the correct change on the counter and walked off.
i havent said anything about this because i dont want to be the one to complain. i dont want to feel like im fishing for sympathy or whatever they think. i just had to get this out.
i dont understand it. why is it that something i used to just let roll off my shoulder one day and want to go ape shit the next?