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I honestly can't believe it. They chose me for one of the lead roles. I really don't think I'm good enough for it plus the enormous amount of pressure that comes with it. I can barely handle reading something in front of the class, this will be like the entire school and whoever else shows up every night. I only auditioned because my girlfriend wanted me to and I figured if I got a part it would just be like a background part with group singing or something but she would get a lead role for sure…

It sucked. I was super nervous and sounded terrible and I dont know why but they put me on the callback list for tonight. My girlfriend was so much better than I was and they didn't put her on the list. A lot of people were better that didn't get put on the list. What is going on with the world anymore?

I have to be insane for letting her convince me to audition today, for letting both of you convince me. I dont like doing things like this. I know I'm going to suck and just embarrass myself but she'll be upset if I dont go through with the audition so I guess I have to suck it up and be a man about this

Quote from joannainthemiddle: “That's wonderful Jude! I knew you hadn't screwed it up. Enjoy the time now and don't worry about what else you might do later. ” By some miracle I didn't screw things up but I keep thinking I'm going to. I know confidence is a big problem with me and so does she. She wants me to audition for the school musical with her to build my confidence because she thinks I sing really good and I'll get a part and it will boost my confidence. This has been an argument we've be…

Wow. Um...let's just slow down before jumping to kissing. I'm just about making it through the school day with our relationship being public knowledge. But I still feel like I'm the luckiest kid in the world right now. Sure I might have had some thoughts about kissing her more recently but I dont even know like how to properly kiss. And just getting to hold her hand every time I've been with her today has already been like...hard to keep my brain in control of my body. A kiss might end for me li…

I got a very early morning txt with a pretty freaking amazing answer in it! She said let's go for it, it would be better being more than friends! My brother and parents didn't appreciate me screaming for joy that early in the morning but who cares? It was a freaking great moment for me! Of course reality has started setting for me though and bizarrely I'm sitting here thinking now what? I don't think I thought anything through beyond asking her. A new sort of nervousness is filling me because I …

I'm definitely not angry with her. I could never be angry with her. I just wish she would tell me something, even like let me think about it. Hearing nothing I think is worse than if she just said no. I'm not going to pressure her though for a answer. I just might be institutionalized by the time she gives me an answer

Its been 24 hours. I sent her a txt earlier just asking her how she was doing but I never got a response. If you guys are right and she needs time to figure this out I understand that. I would just think some acknowledgement of this by now wouldn't be a lot to want. I've felt sick all day questioning whether or not I should have said anything but I also just want to go to her house and tell her everything about how my feelings have been changing these last couple months. It's driving me crazy. I…

Update time. The night was going well I think. I was able to hold her hand a few times throughout the night. I couldn't work up the courage to try and put my arm around her. We had fun though. I tried to be extra nice all night. I walked her home and when we got there I told her how great it is spending time with her and she agreed. This is where I should have left it but I didn't. I asked her if spending time together as more than friends would be better. She just got really awkward and said sh…

Quote from BJade: “Quote from Judenator: “Quote from BJade: “I think movies or doing something together sounds perfect If you hold her hand I think that would give her an idea you like her I'm not sure about telling her you are developing feelings. Kinda depends how you say it. On a first date saying "I'm falling in love with you" would probably be to much. But saying "I really enjoy spending time with you, and would like to again" gives her the chance to say she likes it to. Kinda confession of…

Quote from BJade: “I think movies or doing something together sounds perfect If you hold her hand I think that would give her an idea you like her I'm not sure about telling her you are developing feelings. Kinda depends how you say it. On a first date saying "I'm falling in love with you" would probably be to much. But saying "I really enjoy spending time with you, and would like to again" gives her the chance to say she likes it to. Kinda confession of feeling without saying it (everything can…

Right. That makes sense. Always good to get a girls perspective on things. She taught me that. I should just keep things simple and low pressure for her. Ask her to a movie, have a fun night together, maybe casually slip in some hand holding as just a sign I might be interested in her, and then if everything goes well tell her I'm developing romantic feelings for her? Or is that still to much?

I have sort of subtly hinted to her that my thoughts about her have been changing by complimenting her looks more and how cute an outfit makes her look. I did some of my own "research" and looked around online for some tips because the internet is never wrong The only good thing I think I found was something mentioned writing in chalk "Will you go on a date with me?" And include her name. Then take her on a walk and we come across and she will see it and time will probably freeze while I'm screa…

You guys do bring up some good points. This isn't something that I just realized the other day. I've been thinking about this for a couple of months now before deciding that these feelings aren't just a impulse. I really feel like I've developed feelings for her beyond what I used to feel. I think I'm ready to be in a relationship. I mean we're 8th graders. Yes on the other side of things it does scare me that I could lose her as a friend if this went wrong but I don't believe that will happen. …

I certainly don't want to come on to strong and freak her out but I'm sure she knows something is going on. She's caught me lots of times watching her and me getting embarrassed when she notices. I dont want to ruin our friendship either by having her reject me or not feel the same way. She has been a really great friend. I dont know if she would really get what I am asking if I were to ask her out since it's a pretty common phrase we both use. "Let's go out and do this or that tonight." I think…

I've been friends with this girl since 5th grade. We've been like best friends since 6th. I've always thought she was smart, kind, really funny, just an amazing person. It's probably been the past couple of months that I've really started to notice her looks more and have different feelings about her that I'm not used to and I think its love. It's always been super easy to talk to her but now I struggle to find the words to say and my stomach feels like it's getting destroyed by nervousness. I w…