Im in a similar predicament. A girl I work with keeps telling me she loves me and tells everyone we're going out but I dont know if shes just joking or not due to her extremely happy nature. I like the cuddles!
I am extremely tempted to take some Magic Mushrooms just for a thrill. Hallucinating sounds amazing! Some of the stories i've heard are epic. Rabbits playing the drums etc. What do you think? I know most people will call me stupid for even considering it but its not as if i'll make a habit of it. Just a one time thing...