Sorry to hear this .. And from what I read .. are you trying to quit? If so, go for it .. Don't look back. And if not, then why the fuck are you whinning here. I can't give you too much help because I haven't been in your poition fully. So goodluck with everything.
I sort of agree with you, but just explain your opinions in a more mature way ... not too many people are going to go to a thread with "fuck or fucking" after every word.