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Quote from NBstunter: “i really didnt know where to put this but after how i felt after this this section was the best. k so i hung out with this chick shes 27 im 16 we met threw biking friends and she doesnt get to ride her bike much as she has a 2 year old son and just got divorced so i was going to her house to hang out with her and keep her company no one else went to see her cause she moved about an hours drive outta town just so happends she doesnt live all that far from me so i was there …

Quote from isitso: “Because suicide laws are vague and tricky. It's a hard thing to do a quick search on because you mainly run into physician assisted suicide laws (human euthanasia in a nut shell), but here's a link I found: Is It Illegal To Tell People How To Commit Suicide Online? | Techdirt From that article, this is what it is for Minnesota: Subdivision 1.Aiding suicide. Whoever intentionally advises, encourages, or assists another in taking the other's own life may be sentenced to impriso…

Quote from Defiance: “It is a person's choice, but I think that it is a choice that shouldn't be considered at a teen age. You've barely lived your life yet, give it some time. Live a little.” There is nothing sadder than a child who has barely seen the world, yet who has seen enough of it to know that he does not wish to be a part of it... i don't know who's it by but i like it... alot... EDIT: in my history class, as we were talking, i managed to start a conversation w/ my teacher about suicid…

Hey guys, i SI, but follow very strict morals, therefore, to avoid suspicion and to be able to do all the "normal" activities, i've limited myself to just the thighs (only the area that is hidden by my smallest under garment). but the problem is, in order to protect my under garments from getting stained, i usually either put a toilet paper or tissue on the cut. but when i am asleep (or sometime when i am not noticing) the toilet paper/tissue seems to slide out from time to time, down my leg and…

Hey guys, what i am about to say isn't suppose to be an encouragement to cutting, neither is it another SI "tool" or "device" (although if someone wishes they can use it in such manner) but its more of a safety precaution for those who are addicting to SI (cutting or burning) and it can i guess sort of serve the same purpose as the initial cutting itself. when you're done cutting, apply 70% isopropryl rubbing alcohol. this way, the wound is gonna sting way more and at the same time, u'll be maki…

not sure if its a good idea, but maybe try giving a hint or two (big enough to get them thinking but not so big that it'll give away your cutting) and see if their PoV towards cutting changes after they consider their friend's feelings. if know, i'd reconsider if they're really worth it.

well... i have a few tricks that work for me. i have certain thoughts and songs which sort of help me get in the mood. so when i am feeling a certain way while i need to be feeling differently (eg. going to a party but feeling depressed or something) i let positive thoughts take over me and listen to upbeat music. although if its a sadistic moment while i am feeling happy, i just think of dark, suicidal thoughts and listen to sad songs. personally, i am able to manipulate the way i am feeling. a…

what works best for me are fantasies. whenever i am in a public place, anywhere, school, mall, bus stop, literally anywhere outside of my house, i always get the feeling that people are watching me, just waiting for me to do something and start making fun of me about it (i know it sounds weird but thats just what i get) so i let my fantasies take over me. one of my biggest dream fantasy is to wake up one day to find out the world has been turned into a game, CoD, Gunz Online etcetera. so i just …

thats the first thing that came to my mind, tell her that you'll cut yourself whenever she does. although i'd completely depend on her thought and the "type" of person she is, i wouldn't recommend threatening her to break up with her if she continues... i feel it somewhat shows that you will leave her if she does something not "normal" and won't stick with her. where being there and either going through it with her or making her get over it would better show that you are there for her and you do…

Quote from DeaExMachina: “Sounds like paranoid schizophrenia, you should seek the opinion of a medical professional as this has all the signs of turning into a serious problem and not one that can simply be cured through coaching.” well i do remember how it started... sort of a long story... it was i think the beginning of this year; 2010, around January or February i think, i remember thinking about a question that had been in the sidelines of my thoughts ever since i can remember; the question…

Quote from JoBro: “Thanks you guys - but I gotta say, you're not understanding how extreme my anger is. If I don't hold at least part of it in, people seriously get hurt... I haven't gotten like that in a long time, but last time it happened, my parents had to put my sister in their room (on the other side of the house) so she didn't get hurt. I throw things, I break everything I can... I would punch and slap people if given the chance. None of my friends could calm me down from that... They'd g…

well... after saying this i may earn an official forum status of "gay" or "mental retard" lol but i like this girl, but i don't want to... i don't want to like anyone, not at this stage in life. so i basically think of what i hate and relate it with her. alternatively try finding someone who you like better? since my goal is not to like anyone, i personify pain and death and make them my dream GFs (thats what i meant by earning a status of mental retard) so basically, i occupy myself with these …

Hey guys, is it just me, or BPD actually seems to be better than what its labeled as? i think i have BPD, if no, then i have a fking alter ego who likes to mess with my life time 2 time. anyways, it doesn't seem to be a bad thing... i mean look at it, well other than the fact that it wants to "kill me" and take over my body (mentally/spiritually) it can be pretty helpful... it can help me stop SI, it can help me deal with other people (which i suck at doing, m not social at all...) i mean, like …

Quote from ItsALLgood: “I just feel like there are plenty of things you can do besides SI to help yourself. You are so attached to that making you feel good that you dont see the bigger picture. There are many ways to help you get through things. You like pain? Do MMA, boxing, those are some of the few. Its only bad if you make it seem bad. There are times in my life when i went through so much. I stopped, instead of SI or anything along those lines. I just changed the bad into the good. "This i…

i don't know if this would work, never had any experience like this, but maybe try putting up items that reminds her of you or the times you had together? or remind her how lonely she was without your father and thats how lonely you are without her? (given she felt lonely without her husband/your father) if she doesn't notice maybe talk to her about it? if it fails and you're absolutely sure she doesn't care call child care? again, don't know if i am right for this, just putting out ideas...

hey, if you think you're fat, i'd suggest you eat a good mean rather than starve... human body is quite unique indeed. it adapts to situations, if it doesn't get the necessary energy to function properly then it'll get more efficient at extracting carbs and stuff from food. so say (example) one babana gives you umm... 500 units of energy (just making everything up here) after you starve for a while (maybe a few days, or even a few weeks) your body will not waste any energy it receives so it will…

Quote from amando96: “I've seen my own stomach and intestines right in front of my eyes, in reality, so let's say i'm not the throwing up type. Everyone has an imagination, some more fertile than others, I must admit, you don't appear to be the average person, but you are not the only one like yourself, you can be sure of that.” but keep in mind there are many different type of people on this forums, you got to consider everyone's feelings before making a post.

Quote from Aannddyy: “You're not a "freak of nature". You just want to be. Judging from your posts in this thread, you're labeling yourself in order to give yourself an identity. For get about that, quite labeling yourself and let your personality shine through. That's my advice.” i can see where you are coming from, i acknowledge that, but i already have plans set in motion for future, everything has been planned out, where i am, where i want to be, where i will be, everything has been planned …

Quote from isitso: “Really? Because your mother seems quite typical in her described behavior, and I can think of many people who act very similarly to what you're describing. I know you will not accept this, but you do not come off as a freak to me. You seem like an average teen.” if thats the case, then i can understand why teens don't like talking to their parents xD

Quote from isitso: “I said that grinding your canine tips is more so abnormal in a sense then your situation. Obviously if your tips are present you have not ground them off. I think you should talk to her and answer her questions. She's your mother and you're obviously causing strain to hide so much, if all you're going to get is a lecture I'd say its worth it. Maybe you two can come up with a better solution. From your description she sounds like she wants to help.” i see your point of view, b…