Instead of getting off with the clitoris orgasm, try the g-spot orgasm. You can buy toys just for the g-spot and they really work. Other than that, just focus and I'm sure you'll have more than one.
Remember one thing, suicide is a chain reaction. It won't just affect you. It will affect your friends and family. So, please, think about other people before yourself. I feel like this; if you were going to commit suicide, you wouldn't have made a thread. But maybe you're crying out for help. Help you're not getting nowhere else. People will beg you not to but in the end, it comes down to you. Killing yourself is easy, living takes guts. You've held on for so long so far. Don't give in or up. Y…
I think it's best if you talk to a therapist. That way, they can find out if you're really suffering from depression. And by what you have said, it does sound like you are. You also have a lot of things on your shoulders that should been taken off. By talking to a therapist, you will get everything off of your chest. And you'll feel a lot better about yourself. Medication might be given to you. I remember when I got medicine and I thought I was a freak. But you're not. Some people just have a ha…
You probably feel as though that he is going to drop you as a friend because Kara and Geo have been friends longer than you two have been. You have gotten comfortable knowing he is there. You shouldn't feel jealous over something this silly. But it's a normal emotion. However, you can control it.
Spending ten thousand dollars on a promise is out of the question, if you ask me. A simple cheap one should do. You want to spend that much money on the real engagement ring.