This past month, I have been thinking about this guy that I really like. I can't get him off my mind. I am getting a little depressed about this situation and my friends notice that I'm not cheerful like always. They just don't know what I am going through. We are great friends and he is a year older than me and gay. I try to do whatever I can to hint that I like him and want to have sex with him. I have been hanging around him more and talk to him a lot more. I have been working out more for hi…