Just a warning in advance that this might be a bit long since there’s so much to say but I’ll try to keep it organized and make sections. Abusive Parents My dad is an alcoholic and for as long as I can remember he would always beat me and my mom. My mom used to defend me but at some point when I was around 5 she stopped defending me and started beating with my dad. I guess she realized that if she stopped defending me and joined my dad that she could save herself. Before she used to pity me when…