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So, I'm a tool. I'm 18. I've never drunk with my friends. Well that all changed last night. I was bartending a wedding party for my mom. For 3 hours straight I stealthily snuck alcohol until i was drunk. After I drunk past my limit, I hung out with this girl (Jennifer) I have a major crush on. Her and I hang out almost every weekday night and a few weekends, and this has been going on for about 4 weeks. I'm not sure if likes me or not. The most we do is hold hands, but I've never confronted her …

So, I'm kind of in bad mood so I'm just going to rant. I don't care if you read this or not. But i can't really do this to my friends because they know the people I'm talking about, and so Idk, i just want to get out what I'm feeling, w/o being judged. So, this has never been my personality, but I Feel kind of lonely. Which is weird. I always surround myself with people and I can usually find a good time anywhere. But I feel no matter who I hang out with I have no fun. Its so weird. I got accept…