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Quote from Starlord: “Quote from spacenoah: “I wanted to live with both of them but now it just seems like she is trying to push us away and choose to live with him. I feel bad for saying it but I wish this decision would just happen already so it would all be over ” I'm not sure I understand : your mum wants to go back with your dad ? ” No. I meant I wanted to live with both of them as like a split time thing but with how she has been acting since I told her we needed to talk to someone and our…

Being able to post here and collect my thoughts and get feedback does help. Being back at school and away from all the stupid crap between our parents has actually been a godsend. I guess @collin13 was right that there is a lot of rage inside of me that I dont think I realized I was keeping there until I finally lost it with my mom and punched a hole in our bedroom wall. Being back at school and having gym class again has helped burn some of that off I think. Quote from Starlord: “You should tel…

I thought about just not posting anymore. Its a subject that clearly not very many can help with but I'll post anyways distract myself for a few minutes at least and maybe somebody will be able to tell me that they know it will get better for us soon. Tensions are high in our house right now. Not so much between me and Luke and Ollie because weve tried to talk more about how we are feeling so we would stop getting mad at each other, but between us and our mom really. I thought it would be a good…

Ive been wanting to hurt myself a lot lately so thanks for this list. Hopefully some of the stuff will stop the urge

Quote from Alex_Swim: “Don't know when your school starts, But the guidance counselors start a week or so before the teachers. The principal is there now, (probably the asst principal(s), and some of the sports coaches) . You and/or Luke should call the school, and tell the school secretary you need to talk to someone, The principal, or Guidance, tell them its real important, and need to talk to them today or tomorrow. They WILL make time for you to see them. ” We dont start school for another w…

Ive thought about telling my parents how I feel about all of this and how much they are hurting me with all the fighting but I fear they would just think Im just picking one side in their stupid fight when really Im not picking any. If they have to have this stupid divorce then just have it and be done. Dont hurt us in the process. Just work out some alternating system like staying 2 weeks with dad and then 2 weeks with mom or something fair. Im sick of this. I do hear what you all are saying ab…

Quote from collin13: “Noah - you need help with this. Don't go it alone. Do you have a relative that could help you see your doctor about this? I've been through this and know it sucks ... massively. ” We have family that lives in our state but none that are nearby. We usually only get to see them for Thanksgiving. Im not going through this completely alone. Ive got my brothers. We're all stuck in this massive pile of crap together. Since youve been through this Collin does it get better or at l…

Ive been rereading my post over and over and over again. I dont feel like its helped me figure things out. I have all these feelings of guilt like I caused them to hate each other. They have always seemed to really love each other. But now its just hate. Its almost like neither one of them wants us in the end because they are both fighting so hard to make the other look horrible so neither one of them will get us. Maybe this is all just a act to get rid of us. I know we still love them both. I d…

Hi! Im Noah. Im the middle child of my family. My older brother(I was born the next day technically, but he is only 8 minutes older. He always conveniently forgets that) and I are twins and my younger brother is 9. Our parents are in the middle of getting divorced and my dad is no longer living with us. This is enough to already blow up our lives but they are both fighting for custody of us which just leads to a lot of fighting whenever they see each other with us usually ending up dragged in th…