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Just wanted to say that my depresions has really been kicking in again over the last few days. It's been a real struggle to keep going, I've just felt ill and all i've managed to do is sit infront of the tv to try taking my mind off things but it hasn't helped. I've just been feeling worse and worse each day. I've been feeling really suicidal yesterday and today, the only thing keeping me going being meeting up with the girl. I spoke to her today asking if she could come round next week, but she…

Would you mind saying if there was anything in paticular that you did or that happened that made things better? =) With college over, I just find myself sitting around all day at home not really doing much. I really have no idea what others actually do. Because i'm not doing anything i'm just thinking about how awful things almost constantly, I even dream about it and think 'what if' which as power242 said it's just not the right thing to do. Obviously I have to find something to do, just wonder…

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Thats crap to hear Maybe you could make a post and find another way to go. Not sure how much I could help but if you're going through stuff simular to me i'll do my best. Honestly I feel that if you're looking for a way to do it, then theres still a part of you that doesn't want to. If you're anything like me, having set things to address and realistic set ways of achiving them in your mind will help. After I attempted scuicide - which i'm sure i'll look back on and regret it at some point in th…

Ahh I do that all the time when sending long emails. The responce is doubly appriciated then hehe. I didn't think I said anything wasn't alright - just that i'm not really into the whole chat room thing. (I'm bad at spotting my own contridictions - sorry if you wern't talking about that). "unless you step up and face the fear head on you won't be able to move past either of them" - a key reason I attempted scuicide. I keep wanted to get help, but i'm always too afraid to change anything. I saw t…

Thanks for reply. First 2 paragraph - 100% fine. 3rd paragraph first bit I see the logic behind it but I really can't see myself getting into that kind of thing. It's just not the kind of thig I'm able to deal with. For the friend bit, again I see that and I know I was a lot happier back years ago when although I didn't have any strong friendships, I was able to rely on many weaker ones , maybe 4 or 5 different convos a day, just to get through a week. I used to just sit with groups of people an…

I don't devalue internet contacts at all. The last 2 years its been my only way of really talking to people. I've played WoW for about 4 years and the only reason i've carred on with it the last year is for the social element. I try to be as talkative as i can (typing, struggle with nerves talking on vent etc), always being positive. From it I made three of the best friends I've ever had just because it really allows you to tell people things you could never say in person. Unfortunately i've los…

Ok, I'm 18 and the last 5 years of my life i've been dealing with depression. The last two years have been a nightmare and I made several attempts attempts of killing myself around 7 months ago. Reasons: - I'm too shy to do anything - talk to people, leave the house. When I talk now, half of what I say just comes out a mess and I hate it. - I havn't had a good friend since primary school. Any form of relationship lasts 2 weeks at the most and then i'm either fogotern or I fuck something up. - I …

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I have been trying hard on their advice. So far it has been to make new friends, join an activity and talk to my parents. The issue is, i build up confidencce to do something -such as talk to my parents- and i completely freeze. At that point it's like my body goes into lockdown and i can't do anything. This doesn't mean i've given up. I've attempted this every other day for the last 3 weeks. I've tried different ways of doing it. Nothing seems to get me any closer. It's really demoralising. I h…

Ok basiclly i've dealth with depression for several years now. I'm a complete control freak and i've wanted to deal with this on my own. It's not i'm embarrased of getting help or anything, although i prefer that as few people know as possible. It's just i want to be able to sort everything out myself - i dunno some idea of making myself stronger. Anyway i've been talking to a counciller over the last few weeks and they came up with the idea that i need to be proactive in order to start improvin…

As much as i hate starting up an old thread, just wanted to update. I've been through a week of hell. Somehow i'm still here at the end of it. I've become close friends (via facebook chat) with someone new and they're helping me out. Tommorow i will see the girl i mentioned above again. I'm still determined to talk to her, maybe i see it as some kind of hurdle. However, I've decided trying to make friends with her is the better option, so thanks for the advice. Not sure how i'm going to do it. I…

Thats what i would normally say, but i don't know. Basiclly i'm in the girls tutor class. 10 mins every friday. Never spoken to her, never really see her. Just another strager i guess. It's wierd, in my head i think that it's fine going up to someone you don't know and asking them out - in a relationship - is fine, but asking them to be friends is wierd. Logic tells me thats backwards but thts how i feel for some reason lol. I guess it's just what i see around me all the time. So how would you g…

I've told my best friend everything - well apart from quite how bad the last few weeks have been. I really only speak to her over msn now, she said i was affecting her relationship with her bf as well as with me so i'm trying to keep clear. She just keeps saying i gotta do something or talk to someone to stop me feeling this way. It's not just her thats making me depressed, it's other stuff in life too. I remember how i was 4 years ago before i met her, it feels just like i've started back up ag…

In a post a while back i think i said about asking out a girl to try and keep back my depression. Anyways i've been feeling i'm too depressed to do it, but now i realise its getting worse and worse (on a dangerous scale) and i gotta try it to try and pull myself out of this thing. I heard she had a crush on me a while back, but i've never really talked to her. I honestly don't have any real feeling for her - i havn't had feelings for anyone else for the last 4 years as i've been in love with my …

If it's seriously scaring you maybe it's worth talking to counciler at your school/college. It is quite a serious situation after all, and you really don't know whats going to happen next. Either that or you just let it go and hope nothing like it happens again, but from the way you've described it, you don't seem to think that you've reached the end of it yet.

Quote from bad news: “"Girls are like motorcycles. Some are heavy, some scream, some can be started by a mere touch, others need a kick. They're fun to ride, but hella dangerous if you don't protect yourself. You don't like them to be ridden by other people. You like them best when you're properly oiled. Sometimes you become very attached to them, but in the end you'll most likely get badly hurt, thinking to yourself 'what the hell was I thinking?'."” Seriously dude - lmfao. That truely made my …

I think they just mean take advantage, but that is still a very horrible thing to do. I'd be scared to go to a party and have a good time again if i was in your position and knew he might be there. Just because you were drunk, even if you asked him, doesn't give HIM the excuse! He knows if you were in state of mind you would never allow it. I would seriously have a word with him if you end up in another party with him, if no right now, and tell him to back off because it's never gonna happen. Ma…

Have you seen her since, have things got any better? I'm not sure what advice to give. If it was me, i would tell the girl and get her to help me through it. Example of recently - i sat next to a new girl in class, noone either side of us. It went like 2-3 lessons where we just didn't speak. So i told her that i was shy but i'd rather be friends with her rather than just in silence for the rest of the year so if she could try and get me talking it would be appriciated. It worked and now we're go…

I've used audacity for getting songs off youtube as a last resort from not finding them else where. The sound quality is never as good as the real thing though, through earphones anyways. Quote from rmg126: “Use Miro to download the YouTube video, and then use Goldwave to rip the audio. :thumbsup:” Cheers for the tip, i'll be testing that to see what quality you get out of it! =]