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So two weeks ago I asked this girl who works in my local shop out for a drink. She said yes and gave me her number. I text her later that day saying "hey and how you doing etc.", and we exchanged a couple of messages. After I had sent a reply to one of hers, she didn't text back. About half an hour later I then asked her if she wanted to arrange a time for a drink. She didn't reply to that one either. So a few days later I saw her at work, and I asked her if she got the last texts. She said no a…

... to know that some people care about you and want to be there for you, but you just want that one person to care? If that one person would care, you would be so happy and willing to conquer everything else that is tormenting you? Why must happiness be so tied up with someone that if you were looking at yourself in the third person, you wouldn't understand why you're doing this to yourself?

man its like this i am a very smart person and i do right to everyone i come in contact with. i have a male friend and he wants to be with me but its like difficult cause he is so childish and playful to the point that he hurts me. i mean literally he bruises me. i love him though and its like we want each other but i feel as though he is playin games with me. it is so confusing tryin to deal with his mood swings and aggresive behavior.

I'm sick of living this way. I feel like I'm just a burden to anyone and everyone I love and care about. I have a bad day and then everyone is just upset because I'm tense. I feel like no one ever cuts you a break. Everyone just gets upset and doesn't realize that when you are happy it's just a stupid mask you put on to make everyone else happy. I'm not happy and no one will help me and I can't do this by myself. I don't know how to fix myself..... How am I supposed to it's so hard I don't even …

I've barely been able to move in weeks. The depression's worsened, a lot. I want to scream, but nothing leaves my mouth. I want to be dead. I find myself going back to the idea of suicide all the time. I need to get it right this time. I shouldn't be here anymore. Probably too stupid to do anything about it, though. And I know that I'm weak and stupid and all. I'm just having a minor meltdown over here... I feel so lost in my own violent silence. I want it to stop, just for a little while. But i…

What happened to us? Why are we like we are now? So much hostility I don't like it, it's making me crazy it's driving me crazy I hate it I hate it I hate it. I think constantly what did I do? Where did I go wrong? I don't deserve someone as perfect as you I don't but I fell inlove with your personality just everything about you is beautiful the way you talk to me the way you make me feel like I'm gold. You make me feel special like I'm doing something right for you to be this close. I know I'm a…

I keep having this FREAKY and awful dream, almost every night now and it's really taking away a lot of my sleep and I cant perform well at work.. It starts where me and my older brother are just standing in a corn field in the middle of the day..it's really bright outside and I have this black shadow starts appearing from a distance..and for some reason I can feel it getting closer and it's this REALLY scary feeling inside of me telling me that we need to get out of there and get out of there fa…

im finally doing better, being happier, i had everything set out, but then things started to falter, constantly being yelled at and trying way too hard to pass these IB classes with B's at least . . . Grades go in soon and i had it all figured out, now, last minute, teachers are putting in more grades, lowering my A's to B's and B's to C+'s . . . how am i supposed to deal with this? they want my grades to look better, and i finally made them look better, on top of that, my english teacher gave m…

I'm confidant that there are a lot of similiar threads going around, but posting mine will hopefully allow for some input by the community to give me some insight and moral support. So, thank you in advance for showing some interest in my menial piece of the plethora of emotional imbalance within this forum. I'm a 16 year old teenager who seems to be generally well-liked by his peers, yet I do not feel myself generally happy with my position in the social spectrum, nor with my life overall. I ca…

I spend all day walking around in my house listening to my IPod for hours and hours, because if I wasn't I'd scream and yell and break things. Half the time I can't sleep and eat, and that's what I WANT to do. I laugh when I think about killing myself, because I think it would be funny. Is that wrong? >_> I'm constantly depressed, I have major anxiety, I'm extremely paranoid, I can't be around the few "good" friends I have because I think they hate me, I can't handle heartbreak, I can't focus, I…

This afternoon I was hanging out with my ex. We're very close friends after breaking up almost 4 years ago (long story short, we were too close as friends to take it any further, it just felt weird). He was telling me about this girl he's gotten to know, and had feelings for at one stage. He told me that she used to cut herself, and slipped into a state of depression. Seeing that we were having a moment, and he seemed genuinely concerned about cutting as a problem (whereas I thought he might-of …

Over the 7 past days I been having stupid obsessive thoughts that make me feel depressed,anxious . I can't take it no more I need help right now I feel weak and nauseated and like crying if I tell my mom what's happening im scared of what she might say Cuz it is stupid what im thinking .....ok this is my obsessive thoughts and its tough for me to tell u guys . This lady next door to me well I dislike her cuz of sum problems we've had with her . And so on new years I was feeling depressed because…

has gone back to her dieting days. or she never stopped . its been going on for years now and she promised she'd stop. she eats what a 10 year old would eat. and shes 16. she keeps track of what she eats & it scares me, because its soo little. her parents dont know, but they know something is wrong with her. they try to get her to eat more, but she always only eats half or not much at all i need some ideas to get her out of this. she used to be bulimic... i dont know if she is anymore. i just wa…

Well, I've been diagnosed with depression and social anxiety. My therapist has prescriped me with prozac..and they actually helped me in a lot of areas I've been having trouble with. Well, lately I've forgotten to take my pills and I've postponed all my appointments with my therapist. I feel myself spiraling out of control emotionally. I haven't slept, eaten, functioned normally in months. I get so irritated and angry all the time. I'm scared to tell my therapist because she'll be mad I haven't …

I'm so confused, I have so much work to do yet I've sat in all day not doing it. Literally i've not moved off my arse, spent the whole day thinking about doing it and just not. I can't motivate myself what so ever, yet I know i'm behind and if I dont do it its going to get worse, yet I cant face it! This makes me feel like shit, I just can't do it anymore, its too much. And in this i feel so alone, my friends all seem to get all their work done effortlessly and without worry etc. How can I get m…

Quote from Heather: “Maybe you should give yourself a me day. To just relax, and take some time to yourself to breath, where you won't have to deal with all of the stress. Temporary, yes, but it can be good for you to clear your mind every once in a while. Go for a walk, bike ride, anything to get yourself moving. You release endorphins that way, and endorphins make you happy.” THank you so much

I'm feeling so depressed. I feel like i have no friends because they are friends with this group of people, where 1 girl hates me so they don't ever invite me out. My boyfriend allways goes out and never invites me. I feel like my like consists of me sitting in at home wanting to see my boyfriend; then him meeting friends and having fun and me feeling like a loner. I feel there is nothing to look foward to, everyone seems to have their 'group' of friends apart from me

I've been having some bad days lately, and I had to start smoking again . I'm tired of getting depressed and I wish stuff would stop happening to me. Sometimes I just don't feel like its worth it to get out of bed, or do anything at all. I've been contemplating suicide, even though I won't go through with it. I just want to have some peace, and not be worried about everything all the time. It just feels like everything that can go wrong from day to day, does go wrong...