...I don't even know what to call this

    • ...I don't even know what to call this

      I told you I'd never leave,
      I was forced when I left you,
      I did things that I regret too,
      I was hoping you give us a chance we can work through,
      I kept it inside, I lied, not to stress you,
      Break your heart is never what I intend to.

      You was faithful for the time I was gone,
      Which makes me favor you in my heart,
      Usually they run when we at this part,
      You bide and then these thoughts start,
      I realize I was meant to be a lone-star.

      I promised you I would never leave,
      So right now I'm begging you please,
      I'm crying on my knees
      I'm the worse for you with ease,
      Please, Please, Please, don't love me.

      Go I just want you to be gone,
      My feelings have been withdrawn,
      WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE ARE YOU STUPID,
      IF YOU STAY I'M A LOSE IT,
      I DON'T LOVE YOU IT'S OBVIOUS YOU KNEW IT,

      ....The reply I got from you,
      Grabbed my hand as you refused,
      Made me realize...what I'm trying do,
      I got nothing left to lose,
      You said you got me that was my excuse,
      To cry on your shoulder as I held you...