Hey I am a 16 yr old guy and unsure about my sexuality. I would really like to experiment with a friend. I am tall, masculine, and somewhat of a homophobe :S. The thought of gay porn and anal sex is a complete turn off for me, However I am turned on only by the Justin Bieber kind of guy:
- Cute
- Not fully developed
- feminine- but straight acting, I hate guys that dress gay and speak with that stereotypical gay voice
- Not hairy
- doesn't like talking about bodily functions farts burps etc
There is this guy at my school who is 17 which I just cannot stop thinking about who fits this exact criteria. I am not sure what sexual preference he is- he is quick to deny that he is gay when I call him a "fag" sometimes. He has only got with one girl, I have got with many and done more than just hook up.
He is just so cute. I wish I could just get on my knees and suck him off. I talk to him a lot, but we are not exactly the closest of friends but friends (im trying to build our relationship further.) The thing is, every time we are talking and looking at each others in the eyes I feel that there is some kind of connection and my gay/bi radar subconsciously tells me that hes not straight. I hug him everyday, he kinda goes along with it and I have kissed him on the cheek on numerous occasions where I have pretended to be drunk where he has not cared. Also when he is with his friends he tends to distant himself from me but when his friends are not around he tends to be closer to me.
Why am I into this kinda of guy?
Are there any more signs other then the ones I have outlined?
How do I ask him whether he wants to experiment without losing him as a friend or how can I somehow initiate this?
Im so desperate and I hurt everyday thinking about him.
- Cute
- Not fully developed
- feminine- but straight acting, I hate guys that dress gay and speak with that stereotypical gay voice
- Not hairy
- doesn't like talking about bodily functions farts burps etc
There is this guy at my school who is 17 which I just cannot stop thinking about who fits this exact criteria. I am not sure what sexual preference he is- he is quick to deny that he is gay when I call him a "fag" sometimes. He has only got with one girl, I have got with many and done more than just hook up.
He is just so cute. I wish I could just get on my knees and suck him off. I talk to him a lot, but we are not exactly the closest of friends but friends (im trying to build our relationship further.) The thing is, every time we are talking and looking at each others in the eyes I feel that there is some kind of connection and my gay/bi radar subconsciously tells me that hes not straight. I hug him everyday, he kinda goes along with it and I have kissed him on the cheek on numerous occasions where I have pretended to be drunk where he has not cared. Also when he is with his friends he tends to distant himself from me but when his friends are not around he tends to be closer to me.
Why am I into this kinda of guy?
Are there any more signs other then the ones I have outlined?
How do I ask him whether he wants to experiment without losing him as a friend or how can I somehow initiate this?
Im so desperate and I hurt everyday thinking about him.