My grandma lives with me-- I took her in. My husband agreed to let her stay with us in our apartment.
My husband was at work, my grandma has a breathing problem and she has an oxygen tank, that needs checked every couple of months. This older man checked hers today.
He didn't look at me once and barely smiled. He talked to my grandma but not me. I was upset because I felt like there was something wrong with me.
Before he came to my house to check my grandma's oxygen tank, I was writing in my spiral notebook, songs I wanted to download for my mp3 player.
We have a see-through glass door and like I said, we live in an apartment. Our neighbors live LITERALLY next door. They can see inside my living room. The man who checks the oxygen tank, asked my grandma to autograph this paper (verifying that he did what he came to do). When he said autograph I flipped inside. I felt like when he was coming into my apartment he saw me writing in my notebook and I also forgot to mention that I was writing my name in cursive because I like how it looks. And I was bored!
I am totally embarrassed because he and my neighbor's probably think I'm thinking I'm famous and that I am a mentally ill person who thinks I'm famous.
That to me is probably the reason he was so mean, is because he thought I was a mentally ill person. Now when I see my neighbor's coming into their apartment I have to stop writing for fear that they'll get a kick out of thinking I'm mentally ill and that they feel sorry for me cause in their mind I'm trying to be famous and they know I won't ever be (not that I want to).
How do I not let this bother me? I mean, the guy didn't have to say autograph, he could've said sign. Is it true that they were thinking I was thinking I was signing autographs?
My husband was at work, my grandma has a breathing problem and she has an oxygen tank, that needs checked every couple of months. This older man checked hers today.
He didn't look at me once and barely smiled. He talked to my grandma but not me. I was upset because I felt like there was something wrong with me.
Before he came to my house to check my grandma's oxygen tank, I was writing in my spiral notebook, songs I wanted to download for my mp3 player.
We have a see-through glass door and like I said, we live in an apartment. Our neighbors live LITERALLY next door. They can see inside my living room. The man who checks the oxygen tank, asked my grandma to autograph this paper (verifying that he did what he came to do). When he said autograph I flipped inside. I felt like when he was coming into my apartment he saw me writing in my notebook and I also forgot to mention that I was writing my name in cursive because I like how it looks. And I was bored!
I am totally embarrassed because he and my neighbor's probably think I'm thinking I'm famous and that I am a mentally ill person who thinks I'm famous.
That to me is probably the reason he was so mean, is because he thought I was a mentally ill person. Now when I see my neighbor's coming into their apartment I have to stop writing for fear that they'll get a kick out of thinking I'm mentally ill and that they feel sorry for me cause in their mind I'm trying to be famous and they know I won't ever be (not that I want to).
How do I not let this bother me? I mean, the guy didn't have to say autograph, he could've said sign. Is it true that they were thinking I was thinking I was signing autographs?