Alright... this really sucks... So two of my best friends have been dating for a few years... I've known them for quite some time, but we only started hanging out a bit over half a year ago.... So... I guess I probably noticed I had a bit of a crush on her at some point... but I really care about them both very much as friends... friendship is the most important thing to me....
but anywho... some shit hit the fan in their relationship... i was there for the both of them trying to keep them cheery and together... because they still cared about each other....
He couldnt handle it anymore and finally broke up with her... he still cares and wants to be friends... and hopes that maybe... their relationship can start over...
she was totally devastated by the breakup... I was their to comfort her... we hung out a bit that night... the usual group of friends... but after he took off... she instantly just broke down and stormed into an empty room... the next couple of nights I had to be there for her.... the image of her face is burned into my mind... seeing her so hurt and alone I realized that it was more than just a crush... I wanted her to feel better... I wanted to be the one...only one to help her .... course she just wants him back... sees me only as a friend....
anyway... things seem to be going better between them by now... its really weird... it's kinda hard to tell whether theyre just friends or bf and gf... which is what it looks like but they say theyre not......
anyway... it was totally tearing me up inside.... i went ahead and told him what was going on.... and he was very understanding.... and i told her too... I'm sure she was flattered....
but... this is such a fucking awful feeling.... to want someone so much.... but really.... there's no chance....
so the current situation.... he wants her... she wants him.... he needs space to work out some stuff first..... I'm a friend who's making things more complicated..... still good friends with him.... making things awkward with her.... it's just so depressing....
I don't want to ever see he unhappy again.... and I know that I could make her happy if she cared... but she doesnt.... Honestly... if I could be with her great..... if he and she got back together... great..... as long as she's happy I think I can calm the fuck down... but shit this is taking so long and I'm feeling hella depressed....
I don't know what to do... this sucks...
but anywho... some shit hit the fan in their relationship... i was there for the both of them trying to keep them cheery and together... because they still cared about each other....
He couldnt handle it anymore and finally broke up with her... he still cares and wants to be friends... and hopes that maybe... their relationship can start over...
she was totally devastated by the breakup... I was their to comfort her... we hung out a bit that night... the usual group of friends... but after he took off... she instantly just broke down and stormed into an empty room... the next couple of nights I had to be there for her.... the image of her face is burned into my mind... seeing her so hurt and alone I realized that it was more than just a crush... I wanted her to feel better... I wanted to be the one...only one to help her .... course she just wants him back... sees me only as a friend....
anyway... things seem to be going better between them by now... its really weird... it's kinda hard to tell whether theyre just friends or bf and gf... which is what it looks like but they say theyre not......
anyway... it was totally tearing me up inside.... i went ahead and told him what was going on.... and he was very understanding.... and i told her too... I'm sure she was flattered....
but... this is such a fucking awful feeling.... to want someone so much.... but really.... there's no chance....
so the current situation.... he wants her... she wants him.... he needs space to work out some stuff first..... I'm a friend who's making things more complicated..... still good friends with him.... making things awkward with her.... it's just so depressing....
I don't want to ever see he unhappy again.... and I know that I could make her happy if she cared... but she doesnt.... Honestly... if I could be with her great..... if he and she got back together... great..... as long as she's happy I think I can calm the fuck down... but shit this is taking so long and I'm feeling hella depressed....
I don't know what to do... this sucks...