I've always thought I needed people to get by but it turns out I just need attention, I thrive on the thought that maybe someone is thinking about me but then crushed by the fact that nobody is, and I'm really sick of being like this. Well most people would say, "then stop being like this", but I've tried, it's not that easy. I'm just stuck on the thought that I'll be alone, and nobody will want me. It's not even a thought, it's an "obsessive thought". That's what my old therapist told me. I've cired over it, I started cutting again, because I knew nobody wanted me and I'm sick of being like this.
As much as people tell me they like me, or whatever, I don't believe them though.
As much as people tell me they like me, or whatever, I don't believe them though.