I really need some advices, please this is killing me and making me cry every single day
I'm 17 years old, in second year of high school, where I met the love of my life. In the first day of high school we became friends and through these two years did we become best friends. And unfortunatily I fell in love with him a month after we became friends. After a year in the summer vacation he confessed to me that he had always loved me and we hugged with a broken heart that we know we will never be together He is a christian and I'm a muslim girl, and if anybody is in doubt a muslim girl can't marry somebody who is not muslim. He have kept our relationship secretly without anybody knows about it, in school we do still act as best friends. But what nobody knows is that we both are dying inside. There has been many momments where we kiss and both begin crying because we both know that this will never last. Recently has he been trying to make me become christian by showing me many videos on youtube of how terrible islam is etc, and this is annoying me, when I told him to respect my religion he was angry and called me selfish. But am I really selfish? I don't know what to do, my religion and him are the biggest part of me, I can't let go of any of them... I don't know what to do? he say the same as well.. I'm really sick of crying and hating my life, I wish I never met him
I'm 17 years old, in second year of high school, where I met the love of my life. In the first day of high school we became friends and through these two years did we become best friends. And unfortunatily I fell in love with him a month after we became friends. After a year in the summer vacation he confessed to me that he had always loved me and we hugged with a broken heart that we know we will never be together He is a christian and I'm a muslim girl, and if anybody is in doubt a muslim girl can't marry somebody who is not muslim. He have kept our relationship secretly without anybody knows about it, in school we do still act as best friends. But what nobody knows is that we both are dying inside. There has been many momments where we kiss and both begin crying because we both know that this will never last. Recently has he been trying to make me become christian by showing me many videos on youtube of how terrible islam is etc, and this is annoying me, when I told him to respect my religion he was angry and called me selfish. But am I really selfish? I don't know what to do, my religion and him are the biggest part of me, I can't let go of any of them... I don't know what to do? he say the same as well.. I'm really sick of crying and hating my life, I wish I never met him