This might sound weird, if you don't feel the same way.
I know I have done it OK at school, that no-one expected me to go out of.... not high-school, but the school before (from 13-16) with grades above 5, but I did. No-one told me to get a job at an age of 13, or even move out to study t 16. But I did, and I'm doing OK. I'm still alive.
But still, it doesn't feel like I've done enough. It feels like I'm some kind of a failiure, and that nobody is happy with what I'm doing. I want someone to love me, and tell me that I make them happy. But still; I know I'll never be able to make anyone happy. I can't. I'm just not good enough for anyone, I'm just dreaming about being that.
I know I have done it OK at school, that no-one expected me to go out of.... not high-school, but the school before (from 13-16) with grades above 5, but I did. No-one told me to get a job at an age of 13, or even move out to study t 16. But I did, and I'm doing OK. I'm still alive.
But still, it doesn't feel like I've done enough. It feels like I'm some kind of a failiure, and that nobody is happy with what I'm doing. I want someone to love me, and tell me that I make them happy. But still; I know I'll never be able to make anyone happy. I can't. I'm just not good enough for anyone, I'm just dreaming about being that.