Im not really sure if this was fit to be under the depression,self-harm,suicide section because Im not sure what im feeling is even depression, and i tend to stay away from those forums anyway.
I wouldnt call myself a loner or anything, but im aware that i dont really go out of my way to make friends. IDK if this is anxiety or whatever. But i have a good hand full of people at my college (this is my fisrt year) that i would call acquaintances but not friends. I still K.I.T. with my buds from HS and we are all still fairly close but lately I havent been feeling as comfortable with them as before.
Maybe stress would be a better way of explaining how Im feeling. Basically I dont feel up to getting out of my comfort zone enough to feel in the gap between the people i call acquaintance at college, and i dont feel the same that i use to with my older friends (not because we've grown apart) but because it's too much of a hassle on my part to try and meet up with them.
Staying by myself is starting to become more and more applying to me, and im becoming more and more withdrawn from the ones i consider myself to be very close with . . .idk whats going on with me as a person. I guess i need better coping skills???
thoughts?
advice?
ideas of wats going on?
similar expreiences?
I wouldnt call myself a loner or anything, but im aware that i dont really go out of my way to make friends. IDK if this is anxiety or whatever. But i have a good hand full of people at my college (this is my fisrt year) that i would call acquaintances but not friends. I still K.I.T. with my buds from HS and we are all still fairly close but lately I havent been feeling as comfortable with them as before.
Maybe stress would be a better way of explaining how Im feeling. Basically I dont feel up to getting out of my comfort zone enough to feel in the gap between the people i call acquaintance at college, and i dont feel the same that i use to with my older friends (not because we've grown apart) but because it's too much of a hassle on my part to try and meet up with them.
Staying by myself is starting to become more and more applying to me, and im becoming more and more withdrawn from the ones i consider myself to be very close with . . .idk whats going on with me as a person. I guess i need better coping skills???
thoughts?
advice?
ideas of wats going on?
similar expreiences?
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