so ive been dating this girl for almost 4 months now, i really like her but she is shy and kind of ... apprehensive, it took me 3 months to get a kiss and there is almost no physical touch of any kind otherwise, hugs are a joke, so her bestfriend and one of my good friends has been depressed lately, she calls me crying so i drive over to her house and the second i get into her room she is crying on my shoulder, i end up staying there for 5 hours with her crying on my chest, she stops crying and i make a few jokes and shes laughing success right i came to make her feel better we hug but she doesnt let go for a second then pulls away and looks in my eyes... then smiles and lets go later that night im talking to my girlfriend and at around midnight there was a weird pause in the conversation and idk what hapened but i said "i love you" she didnt say it back but she wasnt weird about it so i let it go, then today i was walking them both to the train station, i stop to tie my shoe and my girlfriends bestfriend stops for me (we will call her girl #2) while my girlfriend keeps walking i stand up she smiles and we keep walking. now i feel like i like her bestfriend and at the same time i feel like a douche to my girlfriend