ok well heres the thing. Im bisexual. My boyfriend help me come to turns with myself about maybe 5 months ago when he realized I had a huge crush on a close friend of mine. now before you thing something you shouldn't no Im not going to dump him for her and he fuly understands what Im going through and supports me fully. Well she's my first girl crush and Ive been wanting to work up the courage to tell her to her face my feelings for her because, well she's a close friend of mine and its hurts me to keep anything from her. But everytime I planned to, something went wrong where I couldnt. Now Im going off to college in less then a week and Ill be seeing her and a few friends tomorrow for the last time before we all go our seperate ways. Im planning on telling her then. Now heres the hard part: Im having a hard time not chickening out. Shes a very shy girl and even though shes understanding I dont know how understanding she is. I just dont want to scare her away. And, like my boyfriend points out here and there, she's probably not into girls but then he gets my hopes up that she is. Not like I could ever be with her but he told me if he could choose one girl for me to at least get alittle exp. with it would be her. So in the end I guess Im really just scared to scare her away or get a broken heart. Sorry for the long message btw. Its helps to rant alittle. ^^;
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