I"ve been feeling so depressed lately. I feel fat and ugly, and I know I'm not really that fat. Meaning I know there's people bigger than me. I'm 5'3 and weigh 115. When I go to school and see all the other girls I feel so huge and so ugly next to them. All the people I know have flat stomachs and perfect bodies. The place that I'm the biggest is around my stomach, and I feel like it sticks out. I try to suck in so no one will see it, but it's hard. Every time I eat I feel so depressed. I feel guilty like I just committed a crime. Afterwards, I often cry because I feel fat, and I feel like I have no control over my eating. In the morning when I'm getting dressed, I'll go through like 4 outfits because I think everything makes me look fat. I haven't been happy in a long time because I feel so fat and ugly. I don't know who to talk to about this. Every time I try to tell my mom she yells at me and tells me she doesn't want to hear it anymore. I want real help. I don't know how to stop feeling this way. I would really like to just love my body for the way it is. By the way, I'm 16
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