hi im really confused now and for u to understand i need to firstly tell a little bout myself
Firstly.. Im kinda like a runner... Gamer... And i study a hell lot ( pressure of parents ) so ive never ever got the time to really dedicate myself to get a girl.
There was just one girl i tried getting once and that was because shes awesome ( plays soccer ... ll.. Really awesome ) but i kinda screwed that up last year since im kinda inexperience in chasing girls.. And she wasnt exactly a normal girl.. And she got a bf soon after during the holidays so we just remained friends..
The problem is... Many of my friends say im kind of gay material.. Mainly cause ive never had a gf and the girl i once liked / tried chasing was tomboyish , and the fact im pretty tall , kinda athletic, and am a good student.. And apparently look like a korean pretty boy ( im asian btw )...
Even my female friends now r asking if im gay?? I was pretty sure i was straight... The closest thing to gay i might have is maybe having watched some really hot transexuals??
Ive always never really thought of being gay.. But my friends has pointed some stuff out =
1- never had a gf/ chased a tomboy
2- sadly =.= but true.. Guys like touching me ? Like some not real'y close guy friends come heyy and grab me or whatever that is.. Not to mention there was a very unhappy incident during cpr training.. I was unfortunately chosen as a model for a pretty gay instructor.. Who also did the heimlich thing to me
3- people kinda push me around.. Yeah... Im kinda like a pussy.. but i grew up in a pretty dysfunctional family.. Violent parents.. So i dont always put up a fight
4- i usually dont chat with random girls or whatever.. They talk to me and i respond... And thats how ive gotten friends who r girls
5- i have an unfortunate habit of waving my hands a hell lot when saying hi from a distance... With two hands.. N apparently its kinda gay..
So.. Am i really gay? What is gay material? There was even once when my cousin asked me that... Why doess everyone tell me im gay??
Ive never liked a guy.. Or a girl to the point im willing to make an effort to truly get her... Or do i just have low hormonal levels =.=
Firstly.. Im kinda like a runner... Gamer... And i study a hell lot ( pressure of parents ) so ive never ever got the time to really dedicate myself to get a girl.
There was just one girl i tried getting once and that was because shes awesome ( plays soccer ... ll.. Really awesome ) but i kinda screwed that up last year since im kinda inexperience in chasing girls.. And she wasnt exactly a normal girl.. And she got a bf soon after during the holidays so we just remained friends..
The problem is... Many of my friends say im kind of gay material.. Mainly cause ive never had a gf and the girl i once liked / tried chasing was tomboyish , and the fact im pretty tall , kinda athletic, and am a good student.. And apparently look like a korean pretty boy ( im asian btw )...
Even my female friends now r asking if im gay?? I was pretty sure i was straight... The closest thing to gay i might have is maybe having watched some really hot transexuals??
Ive always never really thought of being gay.. But my friends has pointed some stuff out =
1- never had a gf/ chased a tomboy
2- sadly =.= but true.. Guys like touching me ? Like some not real'y close guy friends come heyy and grab me or whatever that is.. Not to mention there was a very unhappy incident during cpr training.. I was unfortunately chosen as a model for a pretty gay instructor.. Who also did the heimlich thing to me
3- people kinda push me around.. Yeah... Im kinda like a pussy.. but i grew up in a pretty dysfunctional family.. Violent parents.. So i dont always put up a fight
4- i usually dont chat with random girls or whatever.. They talk to me and i respond... And thats how ive gotten friends who r girls
5- i have an unfortunate habit of waving my hands a hell lot when saying hi from a distance... With two hands.. N apparently its kinda gay..
So.. Am i really gay? What is gay material? There was even once when my cousin asked me that... Why doess everyone tell me im gay??
Ive never liked a guy.. Or a girl to the point im willing to make an effort to truly get her... Or do i just have low hormonal levels =.=