Hey,
Well recently ive been really depressed staying at home.. my mum is always putting me down, she knows im self consious and she calls me fat.. she does little things that she know will annoy me,so that i end up getting annoyed at her,and then she has a reason to go and get my dad involved.
The other day i was crying and she said "whats wrong?" i said i wasnt telling her and she said she thought we was close.. which really annoyed me because afew months back her and my dad were going through some problems (my dads a little bit violent and shouts and gets annoyed at stupid things and goes over the top with his reaction) anyway like i was saying, because i knew how my mum was feeling, i comforted her, stayed up for 3 nights crying with her and told her about growing up and me self harming and stuff and then she goes and books a holiday.. just them two, it wasnt to sort things out because they was laughing and joking and i just felt betrayed by this..
I started self harming again beecause im sick to death of her and everything going on at home..
Well recently ive been really depressed staying at home.. my mum is always putting me down, she knows im self consious and she calls me fat.. she does little things that she know will annoy me,so that i end up getting annoyed at her,and then she has a reason to go and get my dad involved.
The other day i was crying and she said "whats wrong?" i said i wasnt telling her and she said she thought we was close.. which really annoyed me because afew months back her and my dad were going through some problems (my dads a little bit violent and shouts and gets annoyed at stupid things and goes over the top with his reaction) anyway like i was saying, because i knew how my mum was feeling, i comforted her, stayed up for 3 nights crying with her and told her about growing up and me self harming and stuff and then she goes and books a holiday.. just them two, it wasnt to sort things out because they was laughing and joking and i just felt betrayed by this..
I started self harming again beecause im sick to death of her and everything going on at home..