You know what I mean, that kind of friend that you can call at 2AM or the kind that will fly halfway across the world with you just because you asked.
I don't really need someone to do any of that for me (not yet anyway), but I do want a friend that I can trust. A person I can talk to about all my little insecurities and worries.
I have plenty of friends besides, but not the kind that I can voice my worries too. I'm usually not comfortable being that open with anyone, but I think I need to open up.
Sometimes I get so worried and anxious (I get the Mean Reds, for anyone who knows what that that is) and I know that if I could just talk to someone I could feel better, but I have no one to talk to.
I just don't feel that close with anyone, but I want to be.
So my question is: how do I go about finding someone I can trust, and how can I actually let myself trust them?
I don't really need someone to do any of that for me (not yet anyway), but I do want a friend that I can trust. A person I can talk to about all my little insecurities and worries.
I have plenty of friends besides, but not the kind that I can voice my worries too. I'm usually not comfortable being that open with anyone, but I think I need to open up.
Sometimes I get so worried and anxious (I get the Mean Reds, for anyone who knows what that that is) and I know that if I could just talk to someone I could feel better, but I have no one to talk to.
I just don't feel that close with anyone, but I want to be.
So my question is: how do I go about finding someone I can trust, and how can I actually let myself trust them?
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