I consider myself straight. I have crushes on girls, I've dated girls, I find myself checking out girls in public. I hardly ever have these feelings about men, I usually only want to be in a relationship with a woman... except when i'm sexually aroused.
Whenever I am having a sexual fantasy, or when I'm aroused 9 times out of 10 I am thinking about being with another guy. dont get me wrong, I still have sexual fantasies about women but not nearly as much. Whenever i'm aroused I also fantasize about being in a romantic relationship with a man, but I'm not sure if thats just some weird way of getting off.
whenever I masturbate to gay porn I immediately feel disgusted with myself afterwards, very unlike when I masturbate to a woman. however sometimes I will watch hetero porn, and i will imagine that I am the woman in the scene. I usually don't feel disgusted with myself after that. Only once have I experimented with another guy, and i did not like it very much, but i think that might just be because I was too nervous to get excited. this is all very confusing for me, and i'm just trying to figure out my sexual identity.
Whenever I am having a sexual fantasy, or when I'm aroused 9 times out of 10 I am thinking about being with another guy. dont get me wrong, I still have sexual fantasies about women but not nearly as much. Whenever i'm aroused I also fantasize about being in a romantic relationship with a man, but I'm not sure if thats just some weird way of getting off.
whenever I masturbate to gay porn I immediately feel disgusted with myself afterwards, very unlike when I masturbate to a woman. however sometimes I will watch hetero porn, and i will imagine that I am the woman in the scene. I usually don't feel disgusted with myself after that. Only once have I experimented with another guy, and i did not like it very much, but i think that might just be because I was too nervous to get excited. this is all very confusing for me, and i'm just trying to figure out my sexual identity.