Hey.
I met this guy 3 years ago. He is a police officer, and he pulled me over. Somehow I ended up getting his phone number, and we met up later. We made out a lot, till I found out he was married. It kinda upset me to find out he was married but at the same time it didnt bother me, because he said he was unhappy. That one time we hung out...led to several times. I saw him so much, we always ended up making out. It was amazing. I saw him for like a year. Then one night I got pissed, and mad because I couldn't have all of him (which was expected) and I decided I didn't want it anymore. We argued a bit, and I didnt see him for another year. Well...I saw him recently. It has been 3 years since we've known each other.
He met up with me one night during his shift, and we talked for the longest time.I sat with him in his patrol car. He seemed so very different. So happy to see me. He kissed me on the forehead before I had to leave. For 2 weeks...I just sat and thought about him kissing my forehead...wishing it was my lips instead. I fell for him all over again. The next time I saw him...was 2 weeks later. Same place...I remember being so excited to see his patrol car sitting there waiting on me. We sat and talked again...of course, I had to go...so he kissed me on my forehead again. I decided to take initiative and plant a kiss right on his lips. It was AMAZING...it was all I ever wanted. For MONTHS. All I thought about was him.
Here lately I've been seeing him a lot....he kisses me every time...I dont even have to initiate a kiss. He just kisses me good bye...or just for the hell of it. I love it. Last night I was texting him, telling him I wanted him so bad...
This was what he said..
""I really wanna know more about you, but at the same time im afraid of u getting hurt because i cant give u all of me at this point in my life...at the same time im afriaid of you getting mad and tired of hearing the same story and just give up. but i cant get mad at you for it, because its my situation thats causing this. i dont know if im better off staying with my wife or not. im obviously not completely happy, its so fucking hard sometimes. i get frustrated but i havent given up, i try to give it a chance..and then i have a beautiful blonde headed girl who i wanna figure out and i know shes in a crappy relationship too...it makes me excited.""
He also says he loves me so much now...I'm just so confused. I know this is wrong what I'm doing...I realize it. But, he is unhappy...so am I. I'm far from the homewrecking type...but seriously...if he is unhappy, I wanna change it. I know I could. I need lots of kind help. Thank you.
I met this guy 3 years ago. He is a police officer, and he pulled me over. Somehow I ended up getting his phone number, and we met up later. We made out a lot, till I found out he was married. It kinda upset me to find out he was married but at the same time it didnt bother me, because he said he was unhappy. That one time we hung out...led to several times. I saw him so much, we always ended up making out. It was amazing. I saw him for like a year. Then one night I got pissed, and mad because I couldn't have all of him (which was expected) and I decided I didn't want it anymore. We argued a bit, and I didnt see him for another year. Well...I saw him recently. It has been 3 years since we've known each other.
He met up with me one night during his shift, and we talked for the longest time.I sat with him in his patrol car. He seemed so very different. So happy to see me. He kissed me on the forehead before I had to leave. For 2 weeks...I just sat and thought about him kissing my forehead...wishing it was my lips instead. I fell for him all over again. The next time I saw him...was 2 weeks later. Same place...I remember being so excited to see his patrol car sitting there waiting on me. We sat and talked again...of course, I had to go...so he kissed me on my forehead again. I decided to take initiative and plant a kiss right on his lips. It was AMAZING...it was all I ever wanted. For MONTHS. All I thought about was him.
Here lately I've been seeing him a lot....he kisses me every time...I dont even have to initiate a kiss. He just kisses me good bye...or just for the hell of it. I love it. Last night I was texting him, telling him I wanted him so bad...
This was what he said..
""I really wanna know more about you, but at the same time im afraid of u getting hurt because i cant give u all of me at this point in my life...at the same time im afriaid of you getting mad and tired of hearing the same story and just give up. but i cant get mad at you for it, because its my situation thats causing this. i dont know if im better off staying with my wife or not. im obviously not completely happy, its so fucking hard sometimes. i get frustrated but i havent given up, i try to give it a chance..and then i have a beautiful blonde headed girl who i wanna figure out and i know shes in a crappy relationship too...it makes me excited.""
He also says he loves me so much now...I'm just so confused. I know this is wrong what I'm doing...I realize it. But, he is unhappy...so am I. I'm far from the homewrecking type...but seriously...if he is unhappy, I wanna change it. I know I could. I need lots of kind help. Thank you.