I suspected my friend of faking being a lesbian because of the way she behaves in public and in private are completely different. I have another thread about it and didn't know if I was suppose to post in there or make a new one, so i just made a new one.
She was very flirty in public, (hand holding, jokes and how she always was so close to me, mostly in school) I thought anyway. In private she is for the most part really distant. She said she was a lesbian and told me many unbelievable and ridiculous stories about her life. I guess even know I thought she was faking, I had no proof and really enjoyed the attention from a girl my own age. Anyway since we both like writing songs the other day we both decided to have a little competition to see who can write the best one.
We both wrote a quick song and I sang mine first. but when she sang hers it was actually one of my old songs I wrote a few weeks ago lol. She was singing it with such exaggeration and when she got to the end she kind of held the side of my face and got really close as if she was going to kiss me so I kissed her. It was really quick, just a peck. She flinched and dropped my song and fell.
She just covered her mouth and didn't say anything so I told her I couldn't help it and I liked her.
She seriously just acted as if she was so surprised. I told her I was joking after to kill the awkward mood. She just said, right.
WHAT WAS ALL OF THOSE WEEKS OF FLIRTING ABOUT. Was she just playing with me after all for fun?
I just got back from school and she didn't sit with me in till I waved to her. She was still acting flirty, but now she just sounds so sarcastic. It hurts really bad and I almost wanted to slap her a few times.
Someone in my old post said that if she was straight she wouldn't keep up the act for too long, but does this count as keeping up the act? I don't know how long I can deal with the way shes acting now. Before it was fun but now it feels like, shes talking to me like I'm some kind of animal or child. I cant bring myself to tell her for some reason. Does she like me or is she playing with my emotions?
She was very flirty in public, (hand holding, jokes and how she always was so close to me, mostly in school) I thought anyway. In private she is for the most part really distant. She said she was a lesbian and told me many unbelievable and ridiculous stories about her life. I guess even know I thought she was faking, I had no proof and really enjoyed the attention from a girl my own age. Anyway since we both like writing songs the other day we both decided to have a little competition to see who can write the best one.
We both wrote a quick song and I sang mine first. but when she sang hers it was actually one of my old songs I wrote a few weeks ago lol. She was singing it with such exaggeration and when she got to the end she kind of held the side of my face and got really close as if she was going to kiss me so I kissed her. It was really quick, just a peck. She flinched and dropped my song and fell.
She just covered her mouth and didn't say anything so I told her I couldn't help it and I liked her.
She seriously just acted as if she was so surprised. I told her I was joking after to kill the awkward mood. She just said, right.
WHAT WAS ALL OF THOSE WEEKS OF FLIRTING ABOUT. Was she just playing with me after all for fun?
I just got back from school and she didn't sit with me in till I waved to her. She was still acting flirty, but now she just sounds so sarcastic. It hurts really bad and I almost wanted to slap her a few times.
Someone in my old post said that if she was straight she wouldn't keep up the act for too long, but does this count as keeping up the act? I don't know how long I can deal with the way shes acting now. Before it was fun but now it feels like, shes talking to me like I'm some kind of animal or child. I cant bring myself to tell her for some reason. Does she like me or is she playing with my emotions?