I have a friend who was everything to me. She was often really quiet and never really talked, so I guess I always took advantage of her. She was my human diary, I was always spilling out my thoughts constantly. I thought of helping her like she has always helped me, but Everytime I offered to help she declined. Now that I think of it, maybe she was too scared of me.
The last straw came when we moved school's and she met other friends, who listened to her and were much better friends than me. I did the usual, but I said that I came from a racist family (that is the truth) but I joked about being racist myself (that was a joke). The thing is, she is African American. I thought that she would dismiss it because that's what she always did, but this time she became upset. She yelled at me and blocked me.(although I have other ways of contacting her) and we have never spoke since this April. I miss her so much, and I realized I have never been a good friend to her, and I may seem like the bully in this story, but I am really hurt from her sudden anger at me (because she has never been angry at me). I don't know what to do! I never tried contacting her after that for 3 months, to give her time to cool off, but what do I do after that?
The last straw came when we moved school's and she met other friends, who listened to her and were much better friends than me. I did the usual, but I said that I came from a racist family (that is the truth) but I joked about being racist myself (that was a joke). The thing is, she is African American. I thought that she would dismiss it because that's what she always did, but this time she became upset. She yelled at me and blocked me.(although I have other ways of contacting her) and we have never spoke since this April. I miss her so much, and I realized I have never been a good friend to her, and I may seem like the bully in this story, but I am really hurt from her sudden anger at me (because she has never been angry at me). I don't know what to do! I never tried contacting her after that for 3 months, to give her time to cool off, but what do I do after that?