hi
this might be long but please help me
i have a problem concerning my girlfriend, we've been together for more than a year now and she has always made me very happy, she supports me like no other and knows everything about me, when i first met her i saw in her eyes there was something special with this girl, maybe this is love at first sight. i fought for her, i wanted to be her girlfriend and at the beginning she wouldn't admit she was gay, but i kept talking to her and here we are now.
we are in quarantine and it's been more than 7 week i haven't seen her, almost two full months, while i usually see her every day since we go to school together.
last week i decided to go on tiktok again, i had already made an account before but i forgot about it a bit and since i dont have a lot to do tiktok it is. i'm gay so it's normal i like that kind of content and tiktok has filters where it only shows u tiktoks of the same kind u already liked before, which means i ended up with only lesbian content on my tiktok. if u know tiktok i guess u know ag mcdaniel, i saw her more and more on my tiktok and i got i crush on her.
i know this is crazy but i feel like ag is accessible to me, which is weird bc the only thing in common is that she is born a few days after me and we have the same sign, it's very weird but i imagined a lot with her and stuff lately but also with other tiktok people, i guess it's because i wanna escape from this quarantine that feels almost unreal.
thing is that i am really obsessed with ag now, i deleted tiktok but is still think about her a lot and less than my actual gf.
sometimes i overthink it so far that i come to the conclusion that i wanna be ag's girlfriend, but it seems for me a bit bigger than just a simple celebrity crush, she seems so accessible. only think i wanna do is kiss her, but i'm thinking whether this is really about ag or maybe more my need of affection and since i see ag more than my gf currently, this is why i got so obsessed with ag in the first place.
the only thing i know is that i got to see my girlfriend for like 30min last week and we hugged and kissed and i didn't think about anything else and i was very happy
but sometimes ag is the onyl one i think about
i'm lost with all of this please help me
thank u
this might be long but please help me
i have a problem concerning my girlfriend, we've been together for more than a year now and she has always made me very happy, she supports me like no other and knows everything about me, when i first met her i saw in her eyes there was something special with this girl, maybe this is love at first sight. i fought for her, i wanted to be her girlfriend and at the beginning she wouldn't admit she was gay, but i kept talking to her and here we are now.
we are in quarantine and it's been more than 7 week i haven't seen her, almost two full months, while i usually see her every day since we go to school together.
last week i decided to go on tiktok again, i had already made an account before but i forgot about it a bit and since i dont have a lot to do tiktok it is. i'm gay so it's normal i like that kind of content and tiktok has filters where it only shows u tiktoks of the same kind u already liked before, which means i ended up with only lesbian content on my tiktok. if u know tiktok i guess u know ag mcdaniel, i saw her more and more on my tiktok and i got i crush on her.
i know this is crazy but i feel like ag is accessible to me, which is weird bc the only thing in common is that she is born a few days after me and we have the same sign, it's very weird but i imagined a lot with her and stuff lately but also with other tiktok people, i guess it's because i wanna escape from this quarantine that feels almost unreal.
thing is that i am really obsessed with ag now, i deleted tiktok but is still think about her a lot and less than my actual gf.
sometimes i overthink it so far that i come to the conclusion that i wanna be ag's girlfriend, but it seems for me a bit bigger than just a simple celebrity crush, she seems so accessible. only think i wanna do is kiss her, but i'm thinking whether this is really about ag or maybe more my need of affection and since i see ag more than my gf currently, this is why i got so obsessed with ag in the first place.
the only thing i know is that i got to see my girlfriend for like 30min last week and we hugged and kissed and i didn't think about anything else and i was very happy
but sometimes ag is the onyl one i think about
i'm lost with all of this please help me
thank u