So, to sumarize i told one of my best friends to not be friends anymore.
He went off of social media for a month at that time, i was dead worried, but i saw him in his friends house having like a lil vacation on the pool. Then i was angry af, but i get like; "maybe it's with me" and everything got worse.
I felt like shit that month, and after it, when he finally talked, he just said "sorry i wasn't talking with anyone"
I got angry again, i didn't reply on days. At some point, i just realize how horrible was going throught that, and i did not want to feel that bad again, so i told him that i did not want to be his bestie anymore.
That was two months ago or so.
Other of my best friends since years has been helping me out and being real nice. But i got rejected (twice) by someone i started to fell in love with, and also kick him out of my life (kinda a problem).
So I talked to my ex bff some days ago, but it felt wrong. Time has gone by, and i feel so bad now. Like, i just realize how much a broken heart hurts (adding hurting things that a friend told me as a joke about it) and i just want my ex bff back.
Y SE QUE NO TENGO DERECHO
I know he deserves better than me, someone who kick him out just cuz she felt left alone.
I'm such a shit.
Should i tell him whats going on in my life and that i need him back?
He went off of social media for a month at that time, i was dead worried, but i saw him in his friends house having like a lil vacation on the pool. Then i was angry af, but i get like; "maybe it's with me" and everything got worse.
I felt like shit that month, and after it, when he finally talked, he just said "sorry i wasn't talking with anyone"
I got angry again, i didn't reply on days. At some point, i just realize how horrible was going throught that, and i did not want to feel that bad again, so i told him that i did not want to be his bestie anymore.
That was two months ago or so.
Other of my best friends since years has been helping me out and being real nice. But i got rejected (twice) by someone i started to fell in love with, and also kick him out of my life (kinda a problem).
So I talked to my ex bff some days ago, but it felt wrong. Time has gone by, and i feel so bad now. Like, i just realize how much a broken heart hurts (adding hurting things that a friend told me as a joke about it) and i just want my ex bff back.
Y SE QUE NO TENGO DERECHO
I know he deserves better than me, someone who kick him out just cuz she felt left alone.
I'm such a shit.
Should i tell him whats going on in my life and that i need him back?