hi,
I just found this category so thankfully I can make myself a thread to talk about things to get it off my chest as things are hard sometimes. I often feel not good enough, especially when it comes to me thinking I'm a bit miserable person who just annoys everyone's lives and I make everyone depressed, that's how I feel anyway.
I do self harm, because its 9 years without my nan being here the suicide and self harm urges are so strong and I can't seem to ignore them it's confusing my mind it really is, previously I tried killing myself 4 times so I'm like do I really want to die or is it to shut these things up inside my head.
I just found this category so thankfully I can make myself a thread to talk about things to get it off my chest as things are hard sometimes. I often feel not good enough, especially when it comes to me thinking I'm a bit miserable person who just annoys everyone's lives and I make everyone depressed, that's how I feel anyway.
I do self harm, because its 9 years without my nan being here the suicide and self harm urges are so strong and I can't seem to ignore them it's confusing my mind it really is, previously I tried killing myself 4 times so I'm like do I really want to die or is it to shut these things up inside my head.
"do not change because some idiot wants you to, you're perfect the way you are"