TW SELF HARM

Roxiee · Jan 1st 2022, 3:03pm

hi,
I just found this category so thankfully I can make myself a thread to talk about things to get it off my chest as things are hard sometimes. I often feel not good enough, especially when it comes to me thinking I'm a bit miserable person who just annoys everyone's lives and I make everyone depressed, that's how I feel anyway.
I do self harm, because its 9 years without my nan being here the suicide and self harm urges are so strong and I can't seem to ignore them it's confusing my mind it really is, previously I tried killing myself 4 times so I'm like do I really want to die or is it to shut these things up inside my head.

Roxiee · Jan 1st 2022, 3:10pm

I'm doing okay

maseb · Jan 1st 2022, 4:36pm

Do you have any resources available to you so you can discuss this?

I hope every day is better for you

Roxiee · Jan 1st 2022, 4:37pm

maseb wrote:

Do you have any resources available to you so you can discuss this?

I hope every day is better for you

hi, I tried most of the recourses but they don't work. So, I tend to just self harm

Roxiee · Jan 1st 2022, 4:40pm

just sucks

DragonV2 · Jan 2nd 2022, 1:38am

your profile picture is pretty cool and all i can really say is try to look up resources, tricks and things that can help you self harm less and things that make you happy that isnt harmful physically or mentally. Talk to people you trust or a good therapist..

True friends wont find comforting or talking to you about that stuff as annoying or you being a burden but would try to support you. Sometimes it can be annoying but only on a bad day and they're just human. You're not worthless at all and you have a right to live and be happy so please remember that.

I hope 2022 goes better and you find the happiness and self worth you deserve

Roxiee · Jan 2nd 2022, 8:07pm

awww thx

Cross178 · Jan 4th 2022, 11:58am

I’m sure most people you are with don’t think you’re making their lives miserable. Everyone goes through difficult times now and then. If you feel it’s getting too much, please talk. To a friend, a family member you trust, someone at school, or a therapist.

Do you have a hobby? A favorite sport? I guess you need to have a good distraction, something to cheer your mind up.

Hope you’re having a great day!

Gribby · Jan 4th 2022, 4:14pm

I agree with you 100% that life is hard and it does suck most of the time. You mentioned your Nan not being around for 9 years now and that has to be really tough for you I am sure of it. One thing I want to ask you though is would your Nan want you to hurt yourself or end your life in anyway? In your post it seems like you had a very close relationship with your Nan so I am feeling she wouldn't. Just think about that.

I also agree with the others that have mentioned finding some sort of therapist so you can talk through these issues on at least a weekly basis with them. Those people are trained in how to help in these sort of situations.

I hope each day for you that you can at least find one meaningful thing in your life and if you ever need to chat about anything feel free to message me.

Roxiee · Jan 9th 2022, 5:56pm

I want to die

DragonV2 · Jan 11th 2022, 12:12pm

Roxiee wrote:

I want to die

Why? if you haven't talked to anyone about it then feel free to send me a message. If not then i'd recommend talking to a friend or a suicide hotline as they can really help

Roxiee · Jan 12th 2022, 8:56pm

Heya thank!

DragonV2 · Jan 13th 2022, 3:01pm

Roxiee wrote:

Heya thank!

I'm glad you're okay

Roxiee · Jan 15th 2022, 5:16pm

DragonV2 wrote:

Roxiee wrote:

Heya thank!

I'm glad you're okay

thank you.

TW SELF HARM

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