I'm so tired of wanting to sleep all day,
I am so tired of this numbness;
I'm so tired of thinking I'm getting ok
and then fall back into the sadness
I'm so tired of being constantly hungry,
but not to eat because I'm scared;
I'm so tired of wanting someone to hug me,
and then remember that there's no one there
I'm so tired of hating myself for not writing,
I'm so tired of feeling worthless;
I'm so tired of always fighting, with
this choking feeling of hopelessness
I'm so tired of being sick of my life,
but also not to wanna die;
I'm so tired of being happy and laugh,
and then suddenly start to cry
I want to pull myself together,
I want to be again inspired;
I want to finally get better,
But I'm just so tired
Okay, so I'm pretty sure I messed up the grammar in this poem, so sorry about that,
but I just had to get it off my chest and I couldn't find better words to describe what
I'm feeling right now.
I am so tired of this numbness;
I'm so tired of thinking I'm getting ok
and then fall back into the sadness
I'm so tired of being constantly hungry,
but not to eat because I'm scared;
I'm so tired of wanting someone to hug me,
and then remember that there's no one there
I'm so tired of hating myself for not writing,
I'm so tired of feeling worthless;
I'm so tired of always fighting, with
this choking feeling of hopelessness
I'm so tired of being sick of my life,
but also not to wanna die;
I'm so tired of being happy and laugh,
and then suddenly start to cry
I want to pull myself together,
I want to be again inspired;
I want to finally get better,
But I'm just so tired
Okay, so I'm pretty sure I messed up the grammar in this poem, so sorry about that,
but I just had to get it off my chest and I couldn't find better words to describe what
I'm feeling right now.
#bleedink