Ok so I'm not really into bdsm, but, I do get turned on when I think of hurting a boy, like hitting him, making him embarresed, or cry or anything like that. Now, of course, these are fantasies, but I would like to hurt a boy that will also be into that. Ever since these kinks happend I was confused, and guilty, and I never had any help because I didn't know anyone else like me, so ive kinda been on my own to figure things out. I'm curious if others feel the same