Hello.
I have been a member of Myspace now for over two years and I made a roleplaying profile for me to use when entering their games chat forum. If you don't know what roleplaying is, it is when people act out scenes in things such as Final Fantasy VII and create their own virtual world.
Well, I met a boy on there, about two years ago now. We began to have a long distance relationship and it went well. I was the happiest that I have ever been and we frequently talked online, on things like MSN. I lost contact with him recently - about six months ago - and thought it was because he has found himself a girl over where he lives. So I moved on.
But, a week or two ago I recieved an e-mail from his address, from his father, letting me know that he had been in a fatal car accident, and that he had sadly died. I was crushed and for the past few days have been feeling low and almost suicidal. Those thoughts have ran through my brain.
A part of me wants to believe that he has just sent me an e-mail, posing as his father, for an easy way out - this means that he would be alive and well, and that is what I want more than anything. But this would mean that he had lied in the most cruel of ways, and I know that it has truly effected me for the rest of my life - I can't forget him.
What do you think I should do and how can I learn to live with what has happened?
I have been a member of Myspace now for over two years and I made a roleplaying profile for me to use when entering their games chat forum. If you don't know what roleplaying is, it is when people act out scenes in things such as Final Fantasy VII and create their own virtual world.
Well, I met a boy on there, about two years ago now. We began to have a long distance relationship and it went well. I was the happiest that I have ever been and we frequently talked online, on things like MSN. I lost contact with him recently - about six months ago - and thought it was because he has found himself a girl over where he lives. So I moved on.
But, a week or two ago I recieved an e-mail from his address, from his father, letting me know that he had been in a fatal car accident, and that he had sadly died. I was crushed and for the past few days have been feeling low and almost suicidal. Those thoughts have ran through my brain.
A part of me wants to believe that he has just sent me an e-mail, posing as his father, for an easy way out - this means that he would be alive and well, and that is what I want more than anything. But this would mean that he had lied in the most cruel of ways, and I know that it has truly effected me for the rest of my life - I can't forget him.
What do you think I should do and how can I learn to live with what has happened?